~Pure Jealousy~

Gue sebel..ama org2 yg sukanya underestimate orang laen, yg nganggap orang laen tuch ga ada apa2nya dibanding DIRINYA SENDIRI cm karena dia ngerasa hidupnya lebi susa dr org yg di"underestimate" itu! Damn it!

Gue tau kalo, at this very moment, gue ga kerja ato sekola alias nganggur-ga ngapa2in-di ruma mulu-en taunya cuma jln2 (or wasting time to be exact!).
But, I don't see how my condition (kengangguran gue) affects YOUR life in any way!

And to my surprise, ada 1 (or perhaps more) orang yg nganggap gue tipe cewe yg ga bisa apa2, cuma karena gue lg ngangur2 kaya skarang ini while dia punya pekerjaan..
Orang yg nganggep gue bisanya cuma jalan2, makan, tidur, internetan, ngegym en shopping.

My dear! Since a few years ago, I lived far away from home.
Lo ga tau apa aja yg harus gue hadapin/rasain waktu itu..and gimana susahnya gue mesti struggled to go through it! (am talking about my school life back then, and I'll explain about it in my next post or my next few posts).
Gue ga nyalahin ketidatahuan lo itu sich.. karena dr dulu, dr kecil ampe sekarang, lo selalu tinggal di Indo, deket ama keluarga..di mana lo tiap hari bisa makan masakan rumah, baju dicuci'in, kamar dibersihin en blablabla (en hellooo...hampir selalu ada pembantu kan? di Indo gt lho).
Dgn keadaan yg kaya gt, lo mana ngerti gmn rasanya tinggal sendiri jauh dr ruma, di mana lo mesti sekola, kerja, en bersihin ruma (TANPA pembantu)???

Anyway, i wouldn't say that my life is worse/harder than yours, karena toh gue ga tau apa aja yg lo jalanin dulu en yg pasti gue tau kalo masi banyak banget orang di luaran sana yg hidupnya jauh lebi susa dr gue that if i start to complain about my life, it'd only make me look oh-so-stupid and don't know how to be grateful.

To be honest, gue ngerasa hidup gue dr kecil ampe sekarang emang enak. Poverty was never anything near to how I was raised and fed, but neither are we rich nor wealthy. I could say I have always been exposed to a very healthy, normal and average family.

I am-somehow-a spoilt child! I can get almost everything I want from my parents...and so what?
Itu ga berarti ngebuat gue jd anak yg cuma tau enaknya doank!
For your information, my parents raised me right! I am NOT a smoker, alcoholic or (most importantly) someone who thinks free-sex is acceptable.

Trus, emang kenapa kalo hidup gue lebi gampang dr lo? Kenapa kalo hidup gue jauh lebi enak dr lo? En trus kenapa kl skarang gue nganggur en lo mesti kerja?

Lastly, gue tau nganggur kaya gue itu enak! It's like taking a loooong holiday!
Walaupun kadang gue bosen, tapi tetep aja itu jauuuuuh lebi enjoyable daripada pusing2 mikirin kerjaan kaya lo sekarang.
So, kalo lo lg bete ama kerjaan...jgn lupa untuk inget2 gue yg lg enak2an di ruma en HOPE IT'LL MAKE YOU FEEL MUCH MUCH BETTER! *mwahahahaha*


~JEALOUSY IS A DISEASE, get well soon!~

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