~Realization~

I wrote a damn long entry and decided not to publish it in the end because it's pretty personal matters. And I guess, some things are better left unsaid.

"Sesuai moto Ibu Kartini "Aku mau...", aku pengen ngajak kamu semua untuk berani berjuang untuk cita-cita kamu. So what do you want? Kamu pengen sekolah di luar negeri, punya usaha sendiri atau lulus dengan nilai memuaskan? Fight for it!" -quoted from Gogirl-

"I'm going back to Chicago. I'm gonna get my PH.D. I'm gonna spend the rest of my life writing books and somewhere along the line I'll meet a guy who's ....." -roughly quoted from Fool's Gold movie-

I think I should go for what I want. It may be an egoist decision.. Thinking about other people is important, apalagi kalo orang2 itu adalah orang2 yg penting/deket buat kamu. But, on the other side, gue rasa ga ada salahnya kalo sekali2 kita lebi mikirin kepentingan en kebaikkan buat diri sendiri..apalagi kalo itu dah menyangkut masa depan. I choose how I wanna live, what I wanna be and I'll fight for it.

But, by fighting for it..I need to sacrifice some people whom I heart deeply *sigh*

On a lighter note, I love Gogirl! magazine! Love it so much it's the only magazine yg gue beli secara rutin..haha


*I wish it could be THAT easy.. I wish I could be one level more egoist than what I already am. Just one level above..*

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