~Feels Like Home~

Selamat sore, Surabayaaaa....! (^-^)

Satu lagi hari yg panas..huaaaaaah. Musim pancaroba brapa lama sich? Rasanya pengen cepet2 musim hujan aja.. Kangen ama suara hujan waktu malem2 mau tidur. Kangen juga naek mobil di jalan tol tanpa tujuan waktu hujan. Apalagi kalo hujan itu DERAAAAS BANGEEEET plus suara petir yg nyebabin jantung serasa bungee jumping.

Tapi gue ngga suka kehujanan. Males banget dech.

Sekarang hari Minggu en another weekdays ahead of me. Lengkap ama tugas2 dr kampus. Makalah buat hari Jumat nanti makes me miss those times when I could play viwawa ampe mo mati bosen. Tapi kenapa gue masi ngerasa suka kuliah lagi? *It's a good thing, right?*

Well, byebye for now. Have a good afternoon people while gue mo balik lg ngerjain tugas Entrepreneurship 1 yg mesti dikumpulin Rabu ini.

Banyak banget I wanna sing from sin to the ting.Oh.

~One going to take a pointed stick to pinch a baby bird should first try it on himself to feel how it hurts~

~The Meaning of Your Birthday~

February 19, 1987
Lucky Color:Turquoise
Personality Strengths:Creativity, Charm
Personality Weakness(es):Sarcasm
Successful Career Path:Fashion
Sense of Humor Style:Sarcastic
Adjectives to Describe You:impulsive, daring
Also born on February 19:Meet them now
Description:
Passionate and proud - you stand very firmly on issues you truly believe in. Unrelentless and driven - you are willing to work very hard when you have to. While not an angry person by nature, you can be hot-tempered when things aren't going your way.




~OH, SARCASM~


~A Post For Today~

Kenapa tiap kali mau log in ke blogspot atau hotmail with my new email, gue selalu salah type dulu? I keep typing feliE instead of feliJ (in order to type felijelly@hotmail.com).
Ok, ga penting...

Gila ah, mesti ngarang 4 halaman folio cuma gara2 minggu lalu telat masuk ke kelas Business Inspiring. It seems easy...as u can type WHATEVER you have in your mind. Tapi..uh oh, apa yg mau diceritain?? En lebi parah lg, sepertinya gue mesti beli kertas folio banyak2.. For those who know me, tau kan "feli = telat"? (read: identik). Jadi kayanya gue bakal sering "ngarang 4 halaman folio" (-______________-)

Eh, apa tiap kali dikasi tugas bikin paper.. tuch paper gue fotocopy aja dulu sebelum di hand in ke dosen? Sapa tau lama2 tebelnya sama ama 1 buku harry potter? Lumayan kan buat kenang2an abis lulus kuliah ^^

Plg dari kampus, gue ama dd makan bakso di Bakso Malam. Dah lama ga ke sana.. Tadinya sich dd males, soalnya menurut dia tempatnya rada jauh. Tapi apa mo dikata *tsah* , gue kalo pengen makan apa harus makan itu..repot. Lagian gue paling demen makan bakso yg di tengahnya ada telur puyuh itu lho. Enak dech..

By the waaaaaay,

GUE BENER2 GA ABIS PIKIR AMA NOMER2 ISENG YG SUKA SMS2 ORANG. APALAGI NOMERNYA BUKAN XL! APA SITU LG KAYA PULSA KAH?

case 1 (kurang lebi, i dont remember the exact words and gue dah hapus smsnya) =
nomer tak dikenal (ntd) : feli
gue : yach? ini siapa ya?
ntd : km kuliah di ciput ya?
gue : iya. ini siapa yach??
ntd : km sdh punya cwo blm?
ntd : hei.. feli..
ntd : wow km jutek jg ya!

It happens for a few times. with different numbers. NOT XL somemore! Gue ga tau ini kerjaan 1 org yg sama, atau beberapa org krg kerjaan.

WORST! TELPON2 ISENG. KADANG GUE ANGKAT BIARPUN NOMERNYA GA DIKENAL, INCASE ORG YG TELPON ITU EMANG ADA KEPERLUAN. TAPI KECIL KEMUNGKINAN GUE NGANGKAT TELP DR PRIVATE NUMBERS *KECIL KEMUNGKINAN BUKAN BRARTI GA PERNA, TP JARANG SEJARANG JARANGNYA JARANG..DUH*. BIASANYA NICH, ORG ISENG SLALU NUTUP TELPNYA BEGITU KITA NGANGKAT. TAPIIII....

case 2 =
Feli lg internetan, tiba - tiba Sean Kingston nyanyi "you're way too beautiful girl. That's why it'll never work.." *itu ringtone gue*
Feli : halo?
nomer asing tak dikenal (natd) : halo? ini siapa yach?
Feli : [ha? dia yg telp koq dia yg nanya?!] lho? Ini *dgn nada yg ditekan* siapa yach?!
natd : eh,bukan gitu.. ini mau ngajak kenalan. Makanya nanya ini siapa ya?
Feli : Dapet nomer hapeku dari mana???
natd : dari itu.. itu lho YELLOW PAGES.
Feli : *nekan tombol switch off*

Oh My Godness!!!! Dari semua orang/things before him buat dapet no hp gue... kenapa dia milih YELLOW PAGES???

Oh God! Help! /swt

*ngga, gue ga perna ngumbar2 nomer gue! gue jg heran dia dapet dr mana*

~Chocolate is yummy. You gotta agree with me..~

=)

everything is good.
and I AM HAPPY ^^

~God understands our prayers even when we can't find the words to say them~

~Dreams~

Seperti biasa kalo bokap lagi ke Kalimantan, nyokap selalu tidur di kamar gue. Kecuali kalo ada temen2 gue yg kebetulan nginep. Yaach, itung2 hemat biaya AC..

Kadang2 sebelum tidur kita suka cerita - cerita gitu. Tentang apa ajaa..
Mulai dari kegiatan hari itu, update satu sama laen ttg kabar anggota keluarga jauh, ampe temen masing2 *it includes me talking about friends.. girls AND guys*
Biarpun ga jarang gue adu argumentasi *ciee..* ama nyokap, tapi bisa dibilang kita jg lumayan deket. To the extend that dia tau ALMOST everything about me.. gimana kuliah gue, siapa aja temen yg lagi deket ama gue, sampe siapa yg lg gue suka waktu itu *if there is any*

Kemaren sore, salah satu suami temen nyokap gue meninggal. The fact that dia udah hampir sembuh dari kanker usus, makes his death a SUDDEN ONE *hope u get what i mean*. Sore itu dia ngerasa ga enak badan en ngomong ke istrinya kalo dia mau tidur bentar. Trus, pas waktunya makan malam, istrinya ngebangunin dia...and he never woke up.

Malemnya gue en nyokap cerita2 kaya biasa. Trus nyokap ngomong yg kurang lebi seperti ini,

Mami : "Mami ngerasa aneh lho. Kalo dipikir2 mami jadi ngeri"
Feli : "Kenapa mi?"
Mami : "Dulu waktu mami di Banjar sama papi, mami perna mimpi ketemu akong *my grandpa yg udah passed away* sama teman2nya yg di Riau *nyokap gue dr Riau, lebi tepatnya Bagan*. Orang2 yg sudah meninggal gitu. Ga taunya hari itu mami sama papi dengar kalo kepala tukang yg mau bangun sarang burungnya kita meninggal. Terus, kemarin mami mimpi ketemu sama akong en teman2nya lagi. Sore ini, malah dengar suaminya ai ...... *isi titik2 dengan nama tmn nyokap* meninggal"
Feli : *after being speachless for a few seconds* "Koq bisa yach? Makanya mami tiap mau tidur berdoa dulu"
Mami : "Sudah.. Kemarin sebelum tidur jg mami suda berdoa"
Feli : *bingung..jd gue diem lg beberapa lama* "Nanti kalo mami mimpi ketemu lagi gimana?"
Mami : "Amit2 deh! Mami jadi takut"
Feli : "Nant mami mimpi trus mami bilang ``Yaaach..koq ketemu lagi...` hahaha"
Mami : "Hush! Amit2! Ga bole sembarang ngomong.. Kamu tuuch.."

~Trus kita ganti topik~

Jujur, ampe sekarang gue masi rada kepikiran. Koq bisa gitu lho...ckckck.

Then, malem itu gue mimpi. Gue berangkat ke Melbourne buat kuliah lagi di sana *note : ada Melda juga.. jodoh abis kita nek..haha*.
Trus gue inget, kalo gue tuch udah kuliah juga di Ubaya *I got mixed up! namanya juga mimpi*. Gue bingung, balik ke Indo aja atau tetep lanjut di sana... En being plin plan as usual, gue tanya sana sini. Ga tau gimana ceritanya, ada ko Chandra juga en dia bilang "udaaah...dibilangin kuliah di ubaya aja" dengan tampang marah gt. Buset dah, padahal slama kenal ama ko Chan, gue ga perna liat dia marah sekali pun. Trus gue balik lg ke indo * yach, jd ceritanya gue berangkat 2x..pulang pergi, as if melbourne tuch di malang* buat nanya ama bokap lebi baek gue di mana. Akhirnya sich gue milih tetep di Indo.

I don't know about others, tapi kalo gue... biasanya nich, kalo gue bener2 mau something whole-heartedly, I'll go for it. Tiap kali gue bener2 bingung mau milih A atau B *tentang apapun itu* in the end gue bakal biarin it goes with the flow. Karena gue yakin, deep inside I know what I really want en gue bakal milih yg itu..
Sometimes, I don't understand myself. Di buku diary gue yg lama, ada beberapa bagian di mana gue jg bingung apa yg bener2 gue mau..cuma akhirnya gue selalu milih yg gue paling demen sich.

So, sepertinya.. sekangen apapun gue ama Melbourne, gue masi lebi suka tinggal di Indo?


Okay, c henny udah sms "cinta fitri time.. =)"
Nyokap juga udah manggil2, ngasi tau kalo fitri udah mulai...
Hari ini udah episode final. gue sedi. tapi jangan ampe ada season 3 dech...cape kalo kepanjangan.

~Let's Move On Shall We~

~FotoBox~

What's stuck on my head :
"Ku tak akan menyerah, pada apapun juga.
Sebelum kucoba, semua yang kubisa.
Tetapi kuberserah, kepada kehendak-Mu.
Hatiku percaya, Tuhan punya rencana"

Gue sukaaaaaaaaa lirik yg ituuuu.... it's so true so true *sore throat* [nvm..it's rhyme]

My current favorite quote :
"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love,
Listens but doesn't believe,
And leaves before she is left"

I don't personally agree with the quote though.

Nich some pictures we took inside the photo box. Frankly speaking, gue ngerasa foto2 di photo box tuch ga worth it kalo dilakuin sering2. Bayangin aja, yg keliatan kan cuma tampang lo doank gt lho, plus backgroundnya dikit *if there is any*. Trus hasilnya jg kecil2..duh. Mendingan pake digicam aja ga sich?
Tapi, kalo jarang2 ya gpp lhaa ^^














*atas, tengah, bawah : Melda, Mei, Dewi, Feli*















*lurve frm me-to-you*














*gue looking away, yg laen liat kamera*
















*gue liat kamera, yg laen looking away* [mereka bukan background dan iya, gue sengaja]















*muka saia tolol*















*sepertinya muka gue kedeketan*

'THE END'

Ya sudah, gue mau browsing2 lagi en berpusing2 ria nyari transport buat ke HSM ntar malem. Have a nice day eberryone.

~Why the toast always lands butter side down?~

~Phew...~

It has been so long since the day I wrote my last entry. And I AM NOT procrastinating. Udah 3 minggu di uni, tapi rasanya dah lama banget... Nevertheless, I do enjoy my university life even though there were lotsa assignments. So many it seems never ending. Forming project groups for different classes, getting to know a number of very nice fun smiley ladies/gentlemen-to-be and welcoming assignments as part of my things-to-do everyday. Semua itu buat hidup jadi lebih hidup *bah*

Getting back my very first accounting test result and makasih Tuhan nilainya ga sejelek yg gue kira. The result is far from bad indeed =)
Couldn't describe gimana leganya gue waktu nerima test paper itu. Soalnya dari minggu lalu gue ngira nilainya bakal ancur en gue jg jadi sensi ama gurunya gitu dech.. Masa ngasi test tapi soalnya ga dibagi'in, malah ditunjukkin lewat projector doank. Udah gitu slidenya kadang suka di next padahal ada orang *maksudnya gue en i don't care about anyone else..* yg blum selesai. But, since I was satisfied ama angka yg dikasi gurunya, so...sensinya cancelled dech ^^

2 minggu yg lalu, ada tugas dr Entrepreneurship 1 class. Kita disuruh ke beberapa pasar untuk ngecheck harga barang yg udah dilist ama fasilitatornya. Interview the sellers, check the price, bargain if it's possible, trus buat laporannya. Selain itu, kita mesti interview orang2/networks masing2. Akhir September ntar (end of next month), kita bakal disuruh milih satu barang buat DIJUAL lg *swt dah*
Tiap orang mesti nyiapin modal minimal Rp 500.000,00...
Here are some pictures from my TRIP to pasar2 *Iya! Gue jg bisa ke pasar yach! hahaha*

















*pemberhentian pertama : Toko buku bekas di Jalan Semarang*


















*itu aku bukan kamu*


















*melda-feli-mei... percaya lha kita lg observasi. Bukan! Di atas bukan bukti gue narsis.*






















*ada kelinci di pasar buku*

















*pemberhentian kedua : Pasar Kapasan*

















*harlooow...*



















*pemberhentian ketiga : THR*


















*lagi2..that pasaran victory sign*






















*the tall and the undertall.. [well,shut up]*

















*pemberhentian terakhir : Jalan Pahlawan*






















*ini lho yg namanya Gogirl!*



Gue uda perna masukkin foto2 di atas ke friendster, biar bisa digrab ama Mei untuk bahan laporan. I know that it's sooooo late to upload those pictures. Gue aja ke sana tanggal 8 Agustus 2008, en baru skarang dimasukkin ke sini (-_________-)

Gtg, mau nonton Fitri... sisa 3 hari lg abis...huaaaaa.

~Autumn In Paris~

~Hello.. Uni Days~

he.l.lo
.to.
u.n.i.d.a.y.s
(\_/)
(-o-)

Besok kuliah lagi. Feeling weird these days knowing I don't need to fly outta this country anymore to start my studies. No more packing and no more going to the airport and kiss my beloved ones good-bye and getting ready for home-sick nites. The sense of independence, it's..urmmm, gone? I don't know if the word "gone" suits best.

Assignments. Presentations. Group works. Projects. I'm soooooooo..(not) looking forward to it. Gonna miss my nganggur-time so very much..huf.

Anyway, been thinking of writing a diary (not a virtual one of course) for a lil while.. Used to write it since I was still in primary 3 or was it primary 4? Couldn't remember exactly..
It's fun to read through them over and over again *did it for so many times*
Perhaps I gonna start another one tomorrow so that I can jot down everything that will happen since my first day of Uni..

Buat reminiscing, rasanya diary lebih cocok. Because kita bisa lebi bebas nulis apa aja yg kita mau, kita pikirin or yg terjadi hari itu..mulai dari hal penting ampe yg paling ga penting sekalipun. En akhir2 ini, gue jadi tamba yakin kalo blog emang lebih cocok buat nulis what we have in mind at that moment.. There is a big obvious difference between a diary and a blog in term of privacy, and it affects my mood.

However, I will not abandoned this blog of mine. Instead, sebisa mungkin gue bakal copy apa yg gue tulis di tuch buku ke sini..dgn editan yg as less as possible. I just need that sense of security while writing which I don't get when writing a blog entry! *DUH..gue masi ga tau gmn caranya buat locked-entry..damnit*

Fyi, I don't check my grammar coz I don't need a grade from you. Get it?

It's 2.32 AM now. Nitey nitey people.

~Nothing but a simple HELLO~