~Roundabout~

H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE says:
hahahhahaha
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE says:
btw
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE says:
aku tgl 16 k sby
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE says:
bisa nyetir ga>
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
HAHAHAHA
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
sengaja banget sich :p
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
bisaaa bisaaaa ^^

~I Need You Now, Lord~

~Start It Over Again In Mexico~

Nothing much for today. Cuma pergi ke perpustakaan kampus bareng melda untuk minjem buku international business ama buku economics for business..soon my life's gonna be what you call a living hell [ga separah itu koq..amen].

Trus, karena si Melda laper jadi kita pergi makan di Noodle-Express, Supermall. Dilanjutin ke Convention Hall Supermall..liat2 mading [acaranya Deteksi]. Pengen tau aja, apa bener madingnya sebagus yg diberitain di Jawa Pos... Owell, ternyata mereka [anak2 smp/sma] bener2 niat bikin madingnya! Ada yg biasa2 doank sich, tapi ga sedikit juga yg bener2 KEREN ampe gue nyesel ga bawa kamera.. *rencananya ntar mau ke sana lg..foto2. Lagian tiket masuknya murah, cm Rp7.500 doank*
Beli 6 DVD skalian nukarin DVD yg rada error.. pengen nonton..uh =/

Abis dr Supermall, pergi ke Tong - Tong [Resto jepang yg deket kafe Kunang2, depannya apartemen-gue-lupa-namanya, di daerah H.R.Mohammad sana] . Rencananya mau ngafe tapi Y kelaparan en perlu "makan gede", gue en melda cuma minum doank. Anyway, nich resto PW abis! Tempat duduknya cozy, suasananya tenang banget en nuansa jepangnya juga kerasa. Pulangnya, mood gue mulai suram lg gara2 mikirin that particular someone en nungguin sesuatu yg ga datang2 =(
Thanx Y'donk, karna tadi uda ngebolehin gue yg bawa mobilnya cuma supaya gue bs konsen ke hal laen en ga mikirin itu lg... *moga2 bukan karna km dah cape dengerin aq crita itu lagi itu lagi en itu lagi...hehe*

Ok dech, this post is so boring i better stop here and nyelesai'in makalah business inspiring skarang juga..supaya besok bs dikirim ke Edbert yg lagi butuh bahan.
Perhaps, gue ga bisa update ampe minggu depan.
Meanwhile, ini foto o'on yg baru aja gue dapet di folder....


















*don't get me wrong will ya*


1 week. just another 1 week...en selesailah suda semester ini =)

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
everything's gonna be alright


~No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You~




p.s [gue lg suka ber"p.s"2..maklumin aja dech] = Nah, kali ini emang buat km, H, aq cuma mo bilang...
Thanks karna dulu ada km, makanya aq jd ga gt keberatan kuliah di sini... en it turns out kalo kampus ini ga jelek2 amet... bahkan skarang aq suka kul di sini =)
Mungkin aq emang uda lupa kalo km perna ngomong that km baru mo punya cwe lg kalo aq uda punya cwo.. Tapi aq blum lupa, kalo nanti km datang ke sby en kita ketemu lagi.. aq bakal udah bs masak en bs nyetir =) *yg penting bisa! ga perlu expert.. ya kan??*
From and because of you, i learnt quite a lot this year =)

[to avoid any misunderstanding dr siapa aja, terutama busybodies, gue en H udah murni TEMENAN tanpa lovey-dovey thingy lg titik]

~If I Were A Boy Even Just For A Day~

4 more days to the final exam.

-abis makan bakso-

F = udah yuk. Jalan2 aja *berdiri dr kursi*

Y (yg preferred to be anonymous) = ke mana? *sambil berdiri juga*

F = Malang *gara2 liat di luar mau ujan deras en tiba2 pengen naek mobil di jalan tol*

Y = MALANG?!

F = Iya!!

-di perbatasan jalan Tol... Adu, gue ga tau gmn jelasinnya tapi lo ngerti lha ya-

Y = mau ke malang atau pasuruan?

F = Batu aja dech *ngeliat papan hijau penunjuk arah yg ada tulisan Malang, Pasuruan, Batu, etc*

Dan ke sana lha kita =) *benernya ga segampang itu untuk convinced Y buat ke Malang, tapi waktu mau ke Batu gampang banget! dah kepalang tanggung kali yach...*

-Slama di perjalanan- =

1. diem2 aja ngeliatin hujan
2. F mulai curhat2 ttg the same old topic yg uda dibahas mulu slama BERHARI2
3. saling menghina dina satu sama laen *Y jangan jayus dech!*
4. nyari channel radio yg mutarin lagu2 bagus
5. ngetawain [lebi tepatnya, menghina] penyiar radio yg berkali - kali ngomong "okay"..bukan OKE..tapi okAY! *lg ngetrend yach ngucapin kata oke jadi okAY?*
6. beli cemilan di Alfamart *dan uda jelas cemilannya diabisin sendiri ama F*
7. ada 2 atau 3 kali singgah ke pom bensin cuma buat ke toilet *Y kebelet mulu.tuch.*
8. sadar akan banyaknya Alfamart en Indomart sepanjang perjalanan ke Batu *BANYAK BANGET WAHAI SODARAKU SKALIAN*
9. crita,diem,crita,ngejek2,diem,ngina2 penyiar radio lagi dan lagi, begitu seterusnya

-Sampe di Batu- =

1. pergi ke toko yg jual susu sapi produksi KDU
2. skalian Y makan gado2 di sana *setelah ngeluh2 kalo hari itu baru makan bakso doank*
3. balik ke mobil en jalan teruuuuus ke arah yg ditunjuk F *jalanannya ke arah tempat camping Y dulu, kalo diterusin lg ga tau bakal nyampe mana...*
4. Cuma untuk putar balik en ngeliat lampu kota dr atas =)

En slama itu, hujan turun mulu *ga selalu deras, kadang cuma gerimis...tapi lebi bagus drpd ga sama skali*

SIMPLE...
Tapi cukup buat ngewarnain my unexciting-a-little-too-normal-life...
^__________________^

[spontaneus is what i love][direncanain sich ok2 aja, tapi kesel banget kalo tiba2 malah batal][like, apa kabar BALI?! dari TAON LALU direncanain batal mulu...bah]
[owell,anak cewe susa dapat ijin]

~Always Winter But Never Christmas~

p.s. = gue masi heran... kenapa si Yandy a.k.a yandonk a.k.a donk2 a.k.a jayus [anonymous eh? lol] ini ga takut waktu mobilnya gue yg bawa? Alasannya sich, kalo dia takut...ntar kapan gue bisa majunya? *bisa lancar, bukan bs maju'in mobilnya*
Ga taunya...walaupun sering gue ejek2 dengan sepenuh hati, ternyata km baek bangeeeeeet yach *gmn rasanya dipuji ama org yg berkharisma? hahahahahaha... -inside joke-*

~Words Can Hurt~






















*backstabbed*



Kmaren malem kostnya si Melda mati lampu. Tumben bangeeeet, kali itu dia ga bisa tidur..padahal dah jam 12.30an malem gt. Akhirnya kita ngafe ke Starbucks Sutos.. Gue dah lupa kapan trakhir kalinya we chatted over a cup of coffee.. Tapi, sepertinya kita harus sering2 kaya gt lg dech.. nyenengin aja rasanya kalo bs curhat2an ttg smuanya to someone and knowing that she wont judge u..

Anyway, ada 1 conversation di mana Melda cerita ttg temen kostnya. Anggep aja si temen kost ini namanya TK (Temen Kost).. waktu itu si TK lg tengkar ama cowonya. Trus TK crita smua ke temen baeknya si TB (Temen Baek). Ga taunya si TB ini crita ke cowonya si TK....tapiii critanya diplesetin ama dia. Si TB crita ke tuch cowo kalo TK uda suka ama cowo laen, dll. Akhirnya TK ama cowonya putus... Lamaaaaa setelah itu, TK ama cowonya (suda jadi ex) ktemu en ngobrol2..di sana dia baru tau kalo TB backstabbed dia. Yang lebi aneh lagi, TB ngelakuin itu bukan karena dia jg demen ama cowonya si TK trus mau ngerebut tuch cowo en all... dia ngelakuin itu FOR NOTHING.... ya supaya si TK putus ama cowonya aja kali ya?


Dr smua "jenis-orang-yg-sebisa-mungkin-gue-hindarin-untuk-dijadiin-temen", gue paling SEREM ama backstabber... Di depan baek2 aja, tapi di belakang NYEBARIN CERITA YG GA BENER. Ngerinya lagi, kalo ternyata si backstabber ini orang yang deket dengan kita.. Karena apapun yg bakal dia sebarin, orang2 bakal percaya dengan gampang. Soalnya mereka bakal mikir kalo yg ngomong kan TEMEN DEKET kita, jadi kemungkinan gede *kalo ga mau dibilang pasti* itu bener... Padahal, belum tentu...

So, just in case, untuk ngehindarin backstab2an.... Kalo ada apa2, mending nanya langsung ke yg bersangkutan. Atau kalo denger tentang something (eg: lo diomongin yg jelek2 ama si ini atau si itu), lebi baek lsg diconfirm aja ke orgnya.

Karena kadang, orang yang kita kira sumber paling terpercaya... turns out to be ga bisa dipercaya sama skali...

~When You Keep It All On Mute~

~I'm Still Breathing~

Finally-o-finally, mulai besok libur 1 minggu. They call it "minggu tenang"...en mengingat hampir smua mata kuliah yg mau di"UAS"in make sistem OPEN BOOK *my favourite 2 words for exam-thingy ever!*, minggu ini emang sesuai dgn namanya MINGGU TENANG = MINGGU UNTUK BER'TENANG-TENANG' ^_____________________________^

intro to int business = open book
accounting = open book
econ = not sure yet...tp kayanya sich open book *sempat ga masuk gara2 ikut paket C*
Slama smua yg gue sebutin itu open book, selamat dech gue. Sesuai kata R.Dika, Tuhan memang ada..mwahahaha =)
Tapi, ada tugas business inspiring en e.project yg cukup ngerepotin..and i'll save 'em for another day lha yach...masi banyak waktu. Procrastinating like a pro..i will.


H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
btw
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
d blog km
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
yg babi tu mngatai aku?
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
babi mana?
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
babi galak itu
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
?
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
iya
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
not me right?
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
wkakakkaka
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
ya bukanlaaah
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
hahahaa
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
some1 elseA?
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
iya


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H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
iya
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
u know wat
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
i m kinda miz ya
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
oh really....
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
hu uh


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H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
btw
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
babi galak tu represent sapa?

H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE just sent you a nudge.

~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
temeeen kampuuus
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
co?
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
iya sich....hahaha
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
hohohohohohoho
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
ya bagus la
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
apanya yg bagus cobaaa
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
ya klo km dah ada co gitu kan
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
saya jd tenang jg
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
jd bisa cari cw jg
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
wkakakkakakakaka
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
ya oloooh.... itu temen kampus....
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
en apa hubungannya ama sana nyari cewe lg? lol..
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
who knows
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
kan aku da blg
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
km dpt co dulu
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
baru aku ntar jadian lg
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
aaaah.... aq dah lupa lho yg ituuu... swt...hahaha
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
hahahhahahahhahah
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
there to refresh the memory

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~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
hahahahaha.... beneran asli dah lupa....
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
lagian mending nyari aja dulu kaliii....
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
hohohohhoho
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
km yg ada crush with sm1
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
ya cepat2 la
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
eh, i never say that rite?
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
but u wrote it
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
where?
H****~PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..RESPONSIBILITY & COMPETITIVE says:
nvm


AKU ga nyangka KAMU masi baca blog ini....swt *not really swt, just feel like saying it*
En about me having a crush.... The actual answer is...
Owell, nvm
I'll go with the flow... que sera sera

~The Only Reason Why There's Time Is That Everything Doesn't Happen At Once~


p.s = dont tell me cowo yg gue represent jadi "babi galak" ternyata jg baca nich blog.. Kalo emang iya, gue cuma mo bilang...."jangaaan sensiii yaaaaaaaach..... i was NOT serious ttg babi galak itu! En btw, when i promised u that i'll TRY not to be jutek en nyolot ama km... itu aku serius! Tapi knp skarang malah km yg jutek2 beneran? Kaya tadi, waktu aq akhirnya mo senyum duluan ke km, MALAH DICUEKIN! superb swt banget tauuuuu...."

p.p.s = wth why this post seems so private one....[damnit]

~Once In A Blue Moon~

I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir,
because I'm not myself you see.

Woke up too early this morning. Mungkin gara2 td malem gue tidurnya cepet...
Pengen tidur lagi, but I couldn't due to too much things going around in my head...

I'm not naive =)



















Have a nice day world while I go get ready for school =)


~I Take My Hate Off To You~

~Are In Then Are Out~

were you kidding me??
how could you
left
me with those i barely know


6 more hours to go and then come Starbucks Green Tea Latte (cold) + extra caramel sauce with a friend who, like it or not, has to listen to me bitching gossiping complaining rambling-a-non-stop-non-sense *why am I like this?!* =)

Being a sleepyhead, it irked me how this morning I was so close to wake up late for school, like really close, like really really really close. Kenapa bangun pagi itu susa banget?! Maksudnya, kenapa bangun pagi buat kuliah itu susa banget?! Hmmm..

Kadang2 gue bisa mati'in tuch alarm HP tanpa sadar...EVEN when I need to jalan beberapa langkah ke arah Si Hp untuk mati'in alarm, gue bisa jalan balik ke tempat tidur en LANGSUNG tidur lagi.

Trus, waktu uda bangun dari tidur-ampe-puas, gue bakal mikir, "Perasaan tadi malam udah nyalain alarm, koq ga bunyi?". Atau, buka pintu en nanya,"Mbak, tadi pagi koq ga bangunin aq?"..

Di mana Si Mbak bakal jawab...hmmmm..jawab...hmmm..si mbak bakal jawab..
Owell, the answer is so obvious..bah! Dia uda bangunin gue, en gue udah jawab iya bentar lg bangun... OOOHHHH, ternyata gue juga bisa ngomong tanpa sadar.. Ini membuktikan kalo gue memang kalem, ga jutek en ga nyolot! Ga nyambung i noe..

cuma tiba2 keinget ama 1 org yg Demen banget ngatain gue jutek, nyolot.. anD I think he's right ... while Dia juga galak, nyolot, ga mau ngalah, keras kepala.. anD I think I'm right...

muka galak emoticon babi ini MIRIP BANGET ama segimana galaknya muka Dia *kalo lagi Diem*
Dari skala 1 - 10 (Di mana 1 itu ga mirip en 10 brarti MIRIP BANGET), tingkat kemiripannya = 15! *iya, emang segitu miripnya!*








Arrgghhhh!!!! Masi ada hari Jumat!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrghhhhh *faint*







~'Cause You're Hot Then You're Cold~

~A Matter of Time~

And it's a beautiful thing

You make me shy and

You make me proud

You make me laugh out loud

It's a beautiful thing

(^-^)

3 minggu lagi en semester ini udah selesai, then come Christmas/New Year/School holiday which will last for a month...or is it 2?

I can't wait for the holiday... But, I am not really looking forward to it.. for a reason I shall not reveal =)

~Will You Really.... Take Me Anywhere?~

~The Other Way Round~

Just feel like writing something up.... most likely will turn out as a pointless entry..

WARNING : A POINTLESS ENTRY! *I reminded you twice*

FELI PILIH KASIH :

1. Eh, before I continue, kayanya gue dah mulai bosen [talking in brackets][not forgetting to insert some curses][just like this][but, that doesnt mean][i won't do it again][in the future][damnit]. Instead, gue lagi demen ngepost dgn cara dinomerin [dikasi nomer gitu lho][eh??!][here i go again?][damnit] Biasanya, gue suka kesel banget kalo lagi tidur en dibangunin ama orang. Kadang2, waktu gue lg tidur, ortu suka ngetuk pintu mau masuk kamar buat ngambil barang atau apapun alasannya lha.... Bisa dipastiin gue bakal bangun dgn ogah2an banget en ngebukain pintu kamar, hampir selalu, SAMBIL NGEDUMEL *ngomel2 ga jelas*. Trus, dalem seminggu...ada 2 mata kuliah yg mulainya pagi. En yes! Jam 7.30 itu PAGI...walaupun gue jg nyadar kalo anak2 sekolah TK - SMA jam masuknya lebi pagi lagi. Jadi biasanya nich, gue bakal minta si mbak [a.k.a pembantu] *sengaja ga pake damnit* untuk ngebangunin gue pagi2.. Dan, udah bisa ditebak, mbak gue bakal denger suara jutek si nonanya waktu dibangunin pagi - pagi/seminggu 2 kali..

TAPI, kalo gue lagi tidur.. bahkan waktu gue lg having a sweet dream which makes reality seems like hell, en si Poppy menggong-gong minta dibukain pintu karna dia mau keluar kamar. I will open my eyes, turn my head to look at her just to find out that she is also looking at me with her puppy eyes.. Gue bakal bangun dari ranjang untuk ngebukain pintu buat dia...sebelum akhirnya balik tidur lg... Tanpa ngerasa kesel BANGET.



















*unrelated photo*



2. Kalo gue lg ngerasa kesel *eg.lg PMS*, atau lg moody, bete... Biasanya kalo diajak ngomong, even ama ortu, kadang2 gue jawabnya rada ketus...

TAPI sebete apapun gue, semoody gimanapun gue....kalo ngomong ama Poppy *ngomong lho yach! bukan NGOBROL* gue selalu bermanis2 ria.. [ini yg bikin nyokap gue (ok, i mean smua org rumah) ngerasa kalo gue lebi sayank poppy ketimbang ortu][ya oloooooh]


















*another unrelated photo*



3. Kalo besoknya mesti bangun pagi...kadang2 gue bakal setting nada HP gue jadi yg paling gede. Supaya besok paginya gue bs bangun.. Yang nyebelinnya, kadang2 ada org yg suka ngirim "sms forward" sebelum waktunya gue buat bangun *alarm gue blum bunyi*. Kalo smsnya emang penting, ya gpp..

TAPI kalo yg sms itu orang whom i have a crush on... Sepagi apapun dia sms gue.. Instead of bete, gue bakal HAPPY. Bahkan, I'd LOVE to wake up, check my phone and ngeliat udah ada sms dr dia di HP gue ^_______________________^ *damn big smile to show how happy I am* Selain itu, gue jg bakal SENENG BANGET kalo dibangunin pagi2 ama the one whom i have a crush on... and I don't mind waking a bit earlier demi ngebangunin the one whom I have a crush on too.. [i'm NOT remiscing the thing I used to do with my ex! Gue cuma BENER2 suka aja kaya gini]


















*errrr...*



4. Gue GA SUKA hujan kalo gue udah selesai kuliah en mesti jalan ke parkiran UC. Gue ga suka hujan kalo gue lg pengen jalan2 di outdoor *eg. Orchard en sejenisnya...oh, it such a long time ago huh*.

TAPI gue PALING SUKA ama hujan kalo gue lg ngafe pas duduk deket jendela en ngeliat di luar lg hujan. Gue PALING SUKA juga ama hujan kalo gue uda siap2 mo tidur di kamar trus di luar hujan deras =)


















*di GM*



"The worst thing a guy can do is make a girl fall for him
when he has no intention of catching her"


~X.OX.O Am Missing You So~

~Tired...of All These Things~

1. Besok mesti bangun pagi, ada kelas Entrepreneurship 1... Sialnya, jam 12 siang mesti ke SMA (apalah namanya SMA itu) buat ikut Paket C *formalitas aja repot sich?!* . Ujiannya ga nyusahin, malah nyantai banget...en gue ok2 aja ke sana. Tapi, kenapa mesti sampai sore???? Seandainya aja besok pagi ga ada kelas entre...duh.

I dont mind going to kelas entre 1, guru gue baek banget en ga serese kelas2 laen.. so, di kelas enak2 aja sich. Trus, gue jg don't mind ikut tuch Paket C..smua ok2 aja, tempatnya, soalnya, etc. Tapi, kenapa mesti kul PAGI en ujian sampe SORE?! CAPE U KNOW =( *wth..kalo jalan2 dr pagi ampe malem ok2 aja..wth*

2. Sebagian orang ga cukup dewasa buat ngerti kalo orang bisa berubah... kalo kebanyakkan orang berperilaku berbeda di depan orang yang satu dengan orang yang laen. Well, mungkin lebi tepat kalo gue bilang di depan "SEKELOMPOK ORANG" yang satu dengan "SEKELOMPOK ORANG" yang laen... They do treat others differently too. En gue, termasuk salah satu orang dari tipe "kebanyakkan" itu..

Gue bisa diem banget di depan si X, tapi ngomong mulu di depan si Y. Gue bisa baeeek bangeeeeeeet ama si B, tapi jutek abiz ama si C. Smua tergantung segimana comfortablenya gue ama lo....en either gue suka lo atau ngga *mind you...i don't need an exact reason to dislike certain people. Orangnya dikit doank sich, tapi ADA..*

So, kalo gue cerewet banget di depan lo..en lebi diem di depan yg laen...that doesn't mean I'm being pretentious!
[contoh = 1 ex-mudika yg ngomong ke Yovita kalo FELI SOK KALEM.. Gue jd swt juga kali! I don't even know her! Makasih dah nganggep gue KALEM... but, to hell with the word "SOK" ...damnit]

3. Gue cape nebak2/ngarep2 ga jelas. I am thinking of giving up *kayanya cuma m'mutz yg ngerti..hahaha*

But, hold on! Ga seharusnya gue make kata "give up" dech. Seandainya gue ga give up...as if i will do something aja..

And gue baru nyadar, it's not becoz that THAT PERSON is being so slow makanya gue jd ngerasa rada2 hopeless... But, because that person's SO GA JELAS makanya gue ngerasa rada2 hopeless. *pemakaian kata hopeless jg rasanya kurang tepat. Tapi gue lg males mikir..ya suda lha*

["knp mesti s**?", Hmmm, karena menurut gue s** tuch salah satu cara p***. Jadi, kalo dia ga s**, brarti dia emang lg ga p*** donk? ]

4. Physically tired! Tapi gue masi duduk di sini sambil ngeblog plus chatting, padahal ada tugas entre yg perlu diselesai'in *tapi ga sebanyak punya mei*.
Inget2 tugas, gue jadi ngantuk u know.

byebye.

~Dream A Little Dream of Me ^^ ~

~And You Didn't Think I Was Nice?~

So, I just got an email from a friend of mine.. yg udah dikirim dari beberapa hari yg lalu, tapi baru gue baca skarang. O yach...by the way, kalo mau ngirim email, don't send it to lovely_star_sea_sky@hotmail.com.. but to felijelly@hotmail.com instead, soalnya gue lebi sering ngecheck yg itu..

Basically ttg relationship thingy lha yach...en of course the confusing ones *kalo ga, ngapain crita lewat email..duh*. It goes something like this...

Si cowo udah punya cewe di kota asalnya... Then, si cowo ketemu ama temen gue en interested ama dia (gue sengaja pake kata interested dulu). Si cowo mulai nyari tau ttg temen gue en singkat crita mereka kenalan.. It didn't took long for the both of them to be a really gd friend.. Telpon tiap hari, smsan tiap hari...en a few months later, mereka jadi saling demen. Si cowo confessed ke temen gue, kalo dia suka ama temen gue ini.. He even convinced her that he really likes her and he asked whether she likes him too... Temen gue jawab kalo dia jg demen ama si cowo.. *and blablabla*

The point is =
but intinya.. bisa dibilank gue jadian bisa dibilank ngga. Gue take it as HTS. mungkin u might find me stupid or something. But, i think "Ok, he looks serious" and i'll tell u why i choose to continue!

It got me thinking....

1. GIMANA CARANYA LO BS DEMEN AMA CWE/CWO LAEN WHILE MASI PUNYA *oh well* PACAR?!

2. OK..LO DEMEN AMA ORG LAEN.. EN LIKE SERIOUSLY DEMEN AMA ORG ITU... BAHKAN LEBI DEMEN ORG ITU DRPD PACAR LO SENDIRI.. TRUS KNP GA PUTUSIN AJA YOUR CURRENT PACAR?!

3. DGN PDKT DULU KE CWE/CWO LAEN WHILE MASI PUNYA PACAR... DOES IT MEAN U WANNA PLAY IT SAVE? LIKE..KALO UDA SUKSES DAPET CWE/CWO YG LO SUKA..BARU LO PUTUSIN PACAR LO. TAPI KALO GA DAPET, YA UDAH..TETEP JADIAN AJA AMA YG LAMA! *bener ga sich?! Coz i can't see any other reason... I tried! But, I REALLY CAN'T SEE ANY OTHER REASON DAMN IT! and please dech, up to now.. i couldn't believe kalo kita bisa suka ama 2 orang yang sama di waktu yg sama dengan kadar suka yg juga SAMA*

Kalo emang ur current relationship is oh-so-dull atau si pacar emang segitu nyebelinnya/udah ilfill banget lha ama dia... Intinya, hubungan itu udah hopeless mampus! Knp ga putus aja?? Karena toh lo jg udah PDKT ama cwe/cwo laen di belakang dia... So, smua alasan kaya kasihan si pacar kl diputusin, etc..udah ga berlaku lg!
Unless, lo mau nyoba u/ memperbaikin tuch hubungan...which means, lo harus jaga jarak dgn cwe2/cwo2 laen...

Tapi, kalo lo ga mau putus ama si pacar tapi masi mau deketin cwe/cwo laen juga.. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA *speechless dech gue*

*anw, jgn sampe dech gue ada di posisi SI PACAR, di mana cwonya suka ama cwe laen [kasarnya, ga loyal!]...JANGAN SAMPE YA TUHAN!!!!!!*


SO, MS.R, BETTER TELL ME WHY U CHOOSE TO CONTINUE! and i don't find u stupid...coz u like that guy..en in that situation, logic/logika lagi having a vacation to a wohoo-land ^^ *understood =) I've been there done that, tapi different case*

Another people another story...
Gue masi inget Ms.Mutz perna bilang kalo cwo2 indo ngeliat cwe =
1. dr overall fisiknya dulu... [no need to be too thin, (but too fat is gone case) asal proposional]
2. the way the girl smiles... manis ato ga..
3. preferably rambut panjang *no.2 en no.3..gue lupa mana yg duluan..haha*
4. karakteristik

MASA SICH?! Tapi, bener atau ngga, good luck with ur HARHHARHHARHH =)

As for me...
Oh well, sepertinya i like this one guy...


















*http://stickgal.blogspot.com/*

But, we are moving WAY TOO SLOW.... Sometimes [oh well, most of the time][damnit] I found myself ngerasa udah hopeless... no hope... blablablaSOSADblablabla... hopeless lha intinya.

En, i dunno whether ini bagus atau jelek, tapi gue bukan tipe cwe yg mau USAHA DULUAN.. Atau mungkin gue mau tapi GA BISA?? *really admire Ms.Mutz for this..duh!*

Either way, tetep aja kalo bukan si cowo yg usaha duluan... gue bakal tetep diem di tempat... en artinya cuma satu,

GA BAKAL ADA APA2... *sob my heart out!*

Karena menurut gue, it's the man's job to do the chase..
No?

or maybe he just doesn't feel the same...

OhWell, forget it then...

~This Is NOT Over~

~The Little Thing~

yandDong says:
lalu masalahnya apa?
yandDong says:
cm nama aja
yandDong says:
wkwkwk
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
tapi hobinya = tiba2 ga reply
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
sumpah dech, kadang bete
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
bukan kadang lg... tapi SERING
yandDong says:
kaya km slalu reply aja
~*FeLiciA* o('-'o) says:
maaf =)


~Before You Pass Me By~