~Crossroad Blues~

*kan.gen*

I have a loooot to tell, but I don't know where or how to start =(
"Just start anywhere" you would say....
And usually, I'll start pouring everything...not exactly from the beginning. But, that's ok...coz I know you would understand..
and you did.
Though so far, you are just an email away [since sms' space is too short wth and the fact that I can rarely go online on msn nowadays..email is the best ops damn it].

I miss J...a lil too much.

Gue kangeeeen hang out bareng lo lagi, gue kangen curhat2 bareng lo lagi, gue kangen ngebitch [bahasa halusnya = ngegosip] ttg orang bareng lo lagi en gue simply kangen ama lo! (T.T)

Anyway, thanks to Project 2, skarang gue ngerasa hidup gue ga enjoyable.. *makasi banyaaak!*
Ada ga sich kata2 motivasi yg lebi bagus daripada =
1. sabaaar
2. tiga bulan aja, ga lama
3. dulu dd juga gitu
4. jgn dirasain, ntar jadinya makin lama

ADA GA SICH MOTIVASI YG LEBI BAGUS?!
1. gue udah nyoba sabar.... sedikiiiit lagi, en gue bakal sampe di titik "pasrah" en jalanin smuanya kaya zombie [bakal gue consider, mungkin kaya gitu lebi baek]
2. ini tiga bulan, bukan tiga minggu...en bisa dibilang lama, diliat dari situasi gue yg udah persis seperti orang yg HAVE NO LIFE! It takes my weekends, ok? For THREE MONTHS..ga lama gitu?
3. yeah, dd jg gitu...en dia JUGA ngerasa project ini ga enak, tapi mo gimana lagi... YES, MO GIMANA LAGI..
4. tiga bulan *faint* Mungkin seandainya gue dikasi tau kalo projectnya cuma 2 bulan, or less, gue bakal jadi orang paling happy.

There's a point of time, gue mikir kenapa dulu di aussie gue ok2 aja kuliah sambil part-time...
En ga perlu mikir lama untuk nemuin alasan basicnya....
di sana gue digaji..swt! ($-$)

Sepertinya gue yang kelewat cengeng,
gue yang kelewat manja.
Perhaps, I should learn to criticeze less and appreciate more?

*girls just wanna have fun*

Gue sempet [en masi] mikir pengen pindah kampus aja skalian,
kampus yang cuma 7 atau 8 juta per semester [UC's double++...suda double, plus plus lagi! ngerti?] en dapet s1 dalam waktu yg lebi singkat. Toh UC juga blum terakreditasi...sama aja. Tapi di sisi laen, kalo ga ada project sialan, UC enaaak bangeeeeet!
+ kampus sana lebi murah jauuuuh
+ selesainya lebi cepet
- UC ada project dua
+ somehow, gue dah betah di UC
Arrrgh...gue jadi bingung!

Mood = I feel like someone who has no life and standing at the crossroads. Untung gue bukan orang yg have a very very VERY limited friend */s?* ...LOL. coz that would make me a complete loser...and it's so sad...LOL *again* [I don't even know what I'm LOL'ing at..duh]

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