Aku ngerasa semua antara kamu en aku tuch masi ga pasti..because everything could happen (be it good or bad) during this time period.
It's not that I have a doubt about "us" (lo en gue), but I believe neither of us could predict about the future. I do hope for the best... Still, sometimes things don't go the way we want to.
Remember last night during our phone conversation, there was a part when I released my anger from my parents who don't allow me to go rafting because they think that that's too DANGEROUS for me (maybe I'm still a baby in their eyes..geez) and they gave all bad possibilities that could happen to me which, in my opinion, all of them were pretty nonsense. Aku tau semua alasan2nya emang masuk akal...tapi kemungkinan buat terjadi seperti itu kan keciiil...
And you said,"....shit happens...".
So how if shit chooses to happen during this time period?
Just like this one..
Last night when you told one of our friends that you and I "gt2 aja" (biasa2 aja). I'm not angry, but upset. I have no idea why I felt what I felt. The only thing I knew was if I pick up your calls, I'm helluva afraid things would only get worse. I decided to go to sleep *thank you sleeping pill*..was hoping I will feel better the next day..
I woke up this morning and slightly feel better. Checking my mobile phone, there was no messages..no calls. Later on, I received a few messages..but none of them was from you *sebel!*
Me being me, gue jd negative thinking lg... from the simplest one "jgn2 skarang dia yg bete?", ampe yg "jgn2 dia dah fed up ma gue en mau let this go gt aja?!"
The only positive thinking I have is "dia masi tidur".
So later on, you better tell me that you are asleep just now!!!! Busy is an unacceptable reason!*uh*
Uncertainty. You got the hint..
FYI, someone suggested me to give you a call.. But, jangankan telpon, untuk sms duluan aja td aku mikirnya lama bangeeeet! In the end, I did message you first...and you haven't replied until now.GOOD! *clap clap clap*
~"I MISS YOU" is eight letters long..but then again, so is "BULLSHIT"~
*the words above isn't for you..I just think they're kinda cute*
~You And I~
As time goes by, aku mulai bisa percaya ama kamu..
It's a good thing, isn't it?
(Lagian ngapain jg dulu km start dgn cara yg nyebelin gt sich?! /swt)
I would like to know...where time will bring us and what will become of us?
Will either one of us find someone new? *as if it can be that easy.. Well, who knows..right?*
U.N.C.E.R.T.A.I.N.T.Y.
Looking back from now...sebagai teman, we were EXTREMELY GOOD towards each other..don't u think so??? LOL *geez..who am I kidding*
Just so you know, sometimes the things I say (and have said) are 180 degrees different from what I truly feel. Comes 2 possible reasons =
1. Maybe because I'm way too SHY *huek(muntah)* to actually tell you the truth..
2. My feeling/way of thinking simply changed abis aku uda terlanjur ngomong/jawab something..
Most of the time it's the first one.
Satu lagi, harap maklum kalo aku masi gengsian ama kamu. I know I won't choked to death swallowing my pride... But, I need time. En di posisi sekarang, I think I shall fully keep that "pride" with me.. This is not the time to get rid of it yet.. Hope you get what I mean.
So all in all, gimanapun endingnya nanti, I wanna say thank you for coloring my days at the moment =)
C u when I c u pinky pig...
~The Pig Sure Looks Familiar..ya kan? iiihh...hahaha~
It's a good thing, isn't it?
(Lagian ngapain jg dulu km start dgn cara yg nyebelin gt sich?! /swt)
I would like to know...where time will bring us and what will become of us?
Will either one of us find someone new? *as if it can be that easy.. Well, who knows..right?*
U.N.C.E.R.T.A.I.N.T.Y.
Looking back from now...sebagai teman, we were EXTREMELY GOOD towards each other..don't u think so??? LOL *geez..who am I kidding*
Just so you know, sometimes the things I say (and have said) are 180 degrees different from what I truly feel. Comes 2 possible reasons =
1. Maybe because I'm way too SHY *huek(muntah)* to actually tell you the truth..
2. My feeling/way of thinking simply changed abis aku uda terlanjur ngomong/jawab something..
Most of the time it's the first one.
Satu lagi, harap maklum kalo aku masi gengsian ama kamu. I know I won't choked to death swallowing my pride... But, I need time. En di posisi sekarang, I think I shall fully keep that "pride" with me.. This is not the time to get rid of it yet.. Hope you get what I mean.
So all in all, gimanapun endingnya nanti, I wanna say thank you for coloring my days at the moment =)
C u when I c u pinky pig...
~The Pig Sure Looks Familiar..ya kan? iiihh...hahaha~
~Lose, I Will Not~
Percaya? Jangan? Percaya? Jangan? Percaya? Jangan? Percaya?!
Jangan?!?
Percaya??
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Atau jangan??
It's just a game for two....right?
And I will not lose...
Or will I?
No..I won't.
Because if I'm going down, I'm taking YOU with me =)
~Dopamine? Ga mungkin... Feromon? Lebi Ga Mungkin.. Tapi Pasti Cuma Reaksi Kimia..Pasti~
Jangan?!?
Percaya??
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Atau jangan??
It's just a game for two....right?
And I will not lose...
Or will I?
No..I won't.
Because if I'm going down, I'm taking YOU with me =)
~Dopamine? Ga mungkin... Feromon? Lebi Ga Mungkin.. Tapi Pasti Cuma Reaksi Kimia..Pasti~
~So Much Drama~
*UPDATED*
At first, gue mo nulis ttg a few "probs" which I'm currently having.. Been thinking about it for a while, deciding whether to write it here or not...since they are actually private matters. Mengingat that some things are much better to be kept to yourself and not to be shared, I chose not to write it here..
Life has been so smooth and it means that something must be very wrong, or so they said. But it doesn't work for me. Karena, dlm hidup gue, all things can happily walk side-by-side..every single thing falls right to its place. Monotonous yet perfect for such a girl like me. But, it's only a matter of time...before problems show up. Take note that in my life (definitely not yours), problems come in groups..as always. What I have to do is (whining like a baby.Hmm..I mean,) to settle them one in a time..
I'm being exaggerating.. But, don't you feel the same? Like when something is wrong-it ruins your mood-and everything SEEMS wrong.. It's an ongoing cycle, each of them is somehow connected to each other..one thing happens, then followed by another.
Setiap gue ngerasa dapet masalah, gue selalu ngerasa semua aspects dlm hidup gue itu salah. Lucky for me, I have someone that I could share whatever I have in mind to..*makasi Ko Tirta, you might not know..But, you helped me a lot. I know that I could always count on you..hehe*
Sometimes when bad things happen..deep inside I actually know what to do. What I need is not a good advice, but listening ears and short sentences like "Don't worry, everything's gonna be all right" or "Whichever path you choose, you'll always got my back". Those are what I need to hear.. Born with moodiness, which I have yet to rid of, gue nyadar kalo tiap gue ngerasa "semuanya salah" itu cuma perasaan gue aja... Still, it burdens me!
Nowadays, the world turns its back on me. Many things happened, and some still are happening. First, university intake. Then, apa yg gue mau bentrok ama apa yg ortu gue mau. Last and THE LEAST, to put icing on my cake, crush thingy. One word to describe it, damn =)
I already wrote an entry about the second problem. It's about "here" and "there"... I wantED to be "there", but "here" I stuck. Now, when I finally want to be "here"... One university, which best not to be mentioned, was being so unprofessional! Once they said that the course I badly want was already full. I asked them to put my name on the waiting list for that course while I'm taking a test for my second choice (which I don't think I would ever take). On the day of the test, I asked them again whether there are any available sit for that particular course, they told me that there are none available and worse, all of them who had applied for it already paid! I was disappointed and start thinking about which overseas universities I would like to apply (there were EASB, and the latest one is Taylor). Tapi tau ga siiich!!! Pas gue masuk ruang testnya...gue ngeliat orang lagi duduk test di pojokkan, sendirian. Abis gue perhati'in lagi...ternyata orang itu Melda! Singkatnya, selesai test gue telp dia. Tapi ga diangkat. Ga lama dia telp balik en kita ngomongin ttg test itu, terakhirnya gue baru tau kalo dia apply buat jurusan yg gue mau. Now tell me gimana gue ga kesel ama tuch uni??? Gimana mungkin orang udah bayar duluan bahkan sebelum mereka ngerjain test masuk? Artinya cuma satu, gue dibohongin buat alasan yang gue ga ngerti sama sekali. Alasan apa yg cukup masuk akal buat 1 universitas untuk nolak calon mahasiswanya di jurusan tertentu? Gue tau mereka specialized in business (entrepreneurship), tapi kalo semua calon mahasiswa mati2an diarahkan buat ngambil jurusan itu... Why the hell mereka mesti buat jurusan2 laen?? I seriously still don't get it.
But, case closed. After several disheartening days and lotsa patient from the one who's barely know "patient" (I mean, ME). I got "the call"...dan hari ini gue diinterview. Mereka bakal ngabarin hasilnya dlm 2 atau 3 hari lagi. Gue uda berusaha semaksimal mungkin, rasanya sekarang waktunya untuk nyerahin semuanya ke Yang Di Atas.
Last and THE LEAST (yet cukup buat bikin hati pegel!), crush thingy. Gue serba salah tau! Yes, gue jg bisa serba salah ama hal2 ga penting tapi bikin cape hati kaya gini! Temen mudika gue sempet ngasi komen ttg cowo di tempat gym itu. Dia bilang ama gue, kalo awal2nya apa yg gue lakuin tuch emang buat si cowo GR en dia sendiri juga bakal GR kalo ada yg kaya gt ama dia. Got what I mean? Trus dd gue bilang, kalo GR dikit tuch gpp. Seriously, gue ga tau harus gimana! Kalo gue bla bla bla, dianggapnya gue ngasi false hopes. Sekarang gimana coba kalo gue yg gampang GR?? Apa ga nggilani?
Risk = my feeling.
Consequences = will be the happiest girl for a moment OR Getting Hurt.
I'm afraid of the latest consequence hence I don't wanna take the risk. But, it doesn't mean that I'm afraid of falling in love, does it? To be honest, gue ga tau kapan 1 cowo bisa dianggap serius suka ama cewe...contoh2 seperti kalo cowo telp/sms lo tiap hari en care ama lo..brarti dia suka ama lo, udah ga berlaku buat gue. Sebab playboy juga SELALU seperti itu! En bisa dibayangin kan kalo ada 1 cowo yg sms/telp gue saban hari trus gue udah GR2 en ngarep2 sendiri kalo si cowo tuch suka ama gue...en it turns out that si cowo cuma nganggep gue temen baeknya.. bakal nyakitin hati banget kali yach? I would love to avoid that. I've seen enough (eventhough I have less personal experiences about it), I'm FREAKING AFRAID of getting hurt. So, I think the best way is to control my feeling as far as I could...nganggep semuanya tuch temen biasa. Toh kalo ada yg bener2 suka, dia pasti bakal BENER2 usaha supaya gue tau kalo dia emang serius.
Ada beberapa hal yang pantas untuk diperjuangin...en menurut gue, cewe (*ehem* gue *ehem*) juga termasuk satu hal yg pantas untuk itu */swt abiz!..mwahahah*.
~Once You Told Me That You Gonna Stay There, I Have The Feeling of "It's over". But, Could It be Over Before It Even Began?~
At first, gue mo nulis ttg a few "probs" which I'm currently having.. Been thinking about it for a while, deciding whether to write it here or not...since they are actually private matters. Mengingat that some things are much better to be kept to yourself and not to be shared, I chose not to write it here..
Life has been so smooth and it means that something must be very wrong, or so they said. But it doesn't work for me. Karena, dlm hidup gue, all things can happily walk side-by-side..every single thing falls right to its place. Monotonous yet perfect for such a girl like me. But, it's only a matter of time...before problems show up. Take note that in my life (definitely not yours), problems come in groups..as always. What I have to do is (whining like a baby.Hmm..I mean,) to settle them one in a time..
I'm being exaggerating.. But, don't you feel the same? Like when something is wrong-it ruins your mood-and everything SEEMS wrong.. It's an ongoing cycle, each of them is somehow connected to each other..one thing happens, then followed by another.
Setiap gue ngerasa dapet masalah, gue selalu ngerasa semua aspects dlm hidup gue itu salah. Lucky for me, I have someone that I could share whatever I have in mind to..*makasi Ko Tirta, you might not know..But, you helped me a lot. I know that I could always count on you..hehe*
Sometimes when bad things happen..deep inside I actually know what to do. What I need is not a good advice, but listening ears and short sentences like "Don't worry, everything's gonna be all right" or "Whichever path you choose, you'll always got my back". Those are what I need to hear.. Born with moodiness, which I have yet to rid of, gue nyadar kalo tiap gue ngerasa "semuanya salah" itu cuma perasaan gue aja... Still, it burdens me!
Nowadays, the world turns its back on me. Many things happened, and some still are happening. First, university intake. Then, apa yg gue mau bentrok ama apa yg ortu gue mau. Last and THE LEAST, to put icing on my cake, crush thingy. One word to describe it, damn =)
I already wrote an entry about the second problem. It's about "here" and "there"... I wantED to be "there", but "here" I stuck. Now, when I finally want to be "here"... One university, which best not to be mentioned, was being so unprofessional! Once they said that the course I badly want was already full. I asked them to put my name on the waiting list for that course while I'm taking a test for my second choice (which I don't think I would ever take). On the day of the test, I asked them again whether there are any available sit for that particular course, they told me that there are none available and worse, all of them who had applied for it already paid! I was disappointed and start thinking about which overseas universities I would like to apply (there were EASB, and the latest one is Taylor). Tapi tau ga siiich!!! Pas gue masuk ruang testnya...gue ngeliat orang lagi duduk test di pojokkan, sendirian. Abis gue perhati'in lagi...ternyata orang itu Melda! Singkatnya, selesai test gue telp dia. Tapi ga diangkat. Ga lama dia telp balik en kita ngomongin ttg test itu, terakhirnya gue baru tau kalo dia apply buat jurusan yg gue mau. Now tell me gimana gue ga kesel ama tuch uni??? Gimana mungkin orang udah bayar duluan bahkan sebelum mereka ngerjain test masuk? Artinya cuma satu, gue dibohongin buat alasan yang gue ga ngerti sama sekali. Alasan apa yg cukup masuk akal buat 1 universitas untuk nolak calon mahasiswanya di jurusan tertentu? Gue tau mereka specialized in business (entrepreneurship), tapi kalo semua calon mahasiswa mati2an diarahkan buat ngambil jurusan itu... Why the hell mereka mesti buat jurusan2 laen?? I seriously still don't get it.
But, case closed. After several disheartening days and lotsa patient from the one who's barely know "patient" (I mean, ME). I got "the call"...dan hari ini gue diinterview. Mereka bakal ngabarin hasilnya dlm 2 atau 3 hari lagi. Gue uda berusaha semaksimal mungkin, rasanya sekarang waktunya untuk nyerahin semuanya ke Yang Di Atas.
Last and THE LEAST (yet cukup buat bikin hati pegel!), crush thingy. Gue serba salah tau! Yes, gue jg bisa serba salah ama hal2 ga penting tapi bikin cape hati kaya gini! Temen mudika gue sempet ngasi komen ttg cowo di tempat gym itu. Dia bilang ama gue, kalo awal2nya apa yg gue lakuin tuch emang buat si cowo GR en dia sendiri juga bakal GR kalo ada yg kaya gt ama dia. Got what I mean? Trus dd gue bilang, kalo GR dikit tuch gpp. Seriously, gue ga tau harus gimana! Kalo gue bla bla bla, dianggapnya gue ngasi false hopes. Sekarang gimana coba kalo gue yg gampang GR?? Apa ga nggilani?
Risk = my feeling.
Consequences = will be the happiest girl for a moment OR Getting Hurt.
I'm afraid of the latest consequence hence I don't wanna take the risk. But, it doesn't mean that I'm afraid of falling in love, does it? To be honest, gue ga tau kapan 1 cowo bisa dianggap serius suka ama cewe...contoh2 seperti kalo cowo telp/sms lo tiap hari en care ama lo..brarti dia suka ama lo, udah ga berlaku buat gue. Sebab playboy juga SELALU seperti itu! En bisa dibayangin kan kalo ada 1 cowo yg sms/telp gue saban hari trus gue udah GR2 en ngarep2 sendiri kalo si cowo tuch suka ama gue...en it turns out that si cowo cuma nganggep gue temen baeknya.. bakal nyakitin hati banget kali yach? I would love to avoid that. I've seen enough (eventhough I have less personal experiences about it), I'm FREAKING AFRAID of getting hurt. So, I think the best way is to control my feeling as far as I could...nganggep semuanya tuch temen biasa. Toh kalo ada yg bener2 suka, dia pasti bakal BENER2 usaha supaya gue tau kalo dia emang serius.
Ada beberapa hal yang pantas untuk diperjuangin...en menurut gue, cewe (*ehem* gue *ehem*) juga termasuk satu hal yg pantas untuk itu */swt abiz!..mwahahah*.
~Once You Told Me That You Gonna Stay There, I Have The Feeling of "It's over". But, Could It be Over Before It Even Began?~
~ITC (Reunion)~
Few days had passed by without internet connection! Gara2 telat bayar speedy, mau ganti paket, koneksinya error en bla bla bla...
Finally, I've got the connection back... and hell yeaaaah, I survived those super duper ultra boring days...
But now, when I can start to blog again... Gue malah ga tau mau ngomong apa, en parahnya ini jg uda hampir jam 1 malem *gue mau blajar cepet tidurrr/tidur cepet..suka2 lo dech*
So, I need to finish this entry fast... I don't care but I wanna put at least one entry for today!
The good thing is, I have a bunch of pictures to upload =)
Cuma buat ngejelasin aja, dulu gue sempet les Mandarin di ITC (Graha Pena, kantornya Jawa Pos)..course durationnya sekitar oktober 07-desember 07. Gue cuma les ampe selesai level 1 doank. Pengennya sich ngelanjutin ke level 2, selain karena cara ngajarnya si "lao shi" emang enak...temen2 lesnya jg seru. Tapi, jarak rumah gue ke sana tuch bisa dibilang jauh.. Akhirnya gue ga jadi ngelanjutin dech.
Selasa, minggu lalu (20 May 2008), Cece Anna ngajakkin temen2 les, en "lao shi"nya juga, buat jalan2 bareng lagi di TP...
That day, I was happy =)
Selebihnya, let those photos speak for themselves...
*our first attempt..too bad, c Anna was not looking at the camera, not even close!*
*second attempt..although she still didn't look at the camera PROPERLY, but this one's better.. eventhough I think that I look better in the 1st picture...lol*
Ga puas cuma foto2 pake camera pribadi, akhirnya kita pergi ke studio foto. Gue lupa apa nama studionya...tapi kalo ga salah sich M Studio... Fotonya ada banyaaaak, tapi gue cuma bakal upload 3 doank dech...hehe.
*me in the middle, wearing a gray Mickey T-shirt*
Dari paling atas, kiri ke kanan (from viewers' side) = Ko Irwan, C Listya, C Cecilia, King "lao shi".
Yang tengah, kiri-kanan = C Jenny, Feli (gue), C Wanzhen.
Yang bawah, kiri-kanan = Ko Rico, C Anna, Ko Surya.
*the photographer told us to pose with an ugly-face, and c Wanzhen was telling us to do that "juling" thingy...and so I did and failed miserably.. Just to find out that in the end, only me and c Wanzhen was posing with that "juling" eyes...walao eh!*
*I like this one the most... By the way, the one with the feather duster is our mascot..lol*
That's all for now. Good nite everyone ^^
~Lotsa fun, love that day~
Finally, I've got the connection back... and hell yeaaaah, I survived those super duper ultra boring days...
But now, when I can start to blog again... Gue malah ga tau mau ngomong apa, en parahnya ini jg uda hampir jam 1 malem *gue mau blajar cepet tidurrr/tidur cepet..suka2 lo dech*
So, I need to finish this entry fast... I don't care but I wanna put at least one entry for today!
The good thing is, I have a bunch of pictures to upload =)
Cuma buat ngejelasin aja, dulu gue sempet les Mandarin di ITC (Graha Pena, kantornya Jawa Pos)..course durationnya sekitar oktober 07-desember 07. Gue cuma les ampe selesai level 1 doank. Pengennya sich ngelanjutin ke level 2, selain karena cara ngajarnya si "lao shi" emang enak...temen2 lesnya jg seru. Tapi, jarak rumah gue ke sana tuch bisa dibilang jauh.. Akhirnya gue ga jadi ngelanjutin dech.
Selasa, minggu lalu (20 May 2008), Cece Anna ngajakkin temen2 les, en "lao shi"nya juga, buat jalan2 bareng lagi di TP...
That day, I was happy =)
Selebihnya, let those photos speak for themselves...
*our first attempt..too bad, c Anna was not looking at the camera, not even close!*
*second attempt..although she still didn't look at the camera PROPERLY, but this one's better.. eventhough I think that I look better in the 1st picture...lol*
Ga puas cuma foto2 pake camera pribadi, akhirnya kita pergi ke studio foto. Gue lupa apa nama studionya...tapi kalo ga salah sich M Studio... Fotonya ada banyaaaak, tapi gue cuma bakal upload 3 doank dech...hehe.
*me in the middle, wearing a gray Mickey T-shirt*
Dari paling atas, kiri ke kanan (from viewers' side) = Ko Irwan, C Listya, C Cecilia, King "lao shi".
Yang tengah, kiri-kanan = C Jenny, Feli (gue), C Wanzhen.
Yang bawah, kiri-kanan = Ko Rico, C Anna, Ko Surya.
*the photographer told us to pose with an ugly-face, and c Wanzhen was telling us to do that "juling" thingy...and so I did and failed miserably.. Just to find out that in the end, only me and c Wanzhen was posing with that "juling" eyes...walao eh!*
*I like this one the most... By the way, the one with the feather duster is our mascot..lol*
That's all for now. Good nite everyone ^^
~Lotsa fun, love that day~
~Uh Oh~
It's weekend again today... Time flies damn fast huh.
Seperti biasa, hari ini gue bangun siang. Jam 10.30 AM baru bangun...trus tidur lagi ampe jam 11.30 AM. Itu juga tadinya masi mau lanjut tidur2an tapi ga jadi karna ga tau kenapa gue ngerasa bego aja kalo tidur ampe jam 12 lewat...selain itu, gue pengen makan. Ga laper sich, cuma pengen makan aja.
Then, siangnya gue lewatin ama baca2 koran hari ini, ngobrol ama nyokap en mbak. Banyak banget dech yg diomongin, mulai dr temen2 gue..iparnya nyokap..sodara mbak gue di kampung..ampe suami tetangga yg perna selingkuh ama pembantunya sendiri!
Buat yg trakhir, itu bukan gosip, tapi kenyataan yg AKURAT! Mbak gue diceritain langsung ama ai/auntie/tante *yg mana aja lha* tetangga itu waktu lagi beli sayur di depan ruma. Awalnya, dia minta dicari'in pembantu...kali aja mbak gue ini punya temen dr kampung yg lg mau cari kerja. Tapi dia maunya yg kecil aja, anak2, soalnya dia kapok pake yg gede..abis suaminya perna selingkuh ama si pembokat *gue denger cerita ini jadi ngerasa miris banget.. moga2 ntar gue ga dapet cowo yg bisa selingkuh kaya gini*
Next. Janjian ama ko Chandra jam 4 sore, soalnya mau balikkin teenlit2/buku2/novel2 yg gue sewa di persewaan buku deket kampus WM. Abis tuch mau ke TP liat pameran kampus.. En mengingat jarak kampus WM ke TP itu lumayan jauh, jadi yach sengaja mau berangkat pagian..biar ga kena macet en ga susah nyari parkiran. Tapi ternyata ko Chandra ada seminar en baru bisa jemput jam 4.30, ya uda lha gpp. Ga taunya, gue baru inget kalo hari ini ada acara Playboy Kabel jam 5. Jadi dech, dicancel lagi ampe jam 5.30 baru pergi...
Bagi yg blum tau sapa tuch ko Chandra, nich fotonya...
*I look damn ugly here...duh*
Lanjut, tadinya mau pegi bareng Lucy juga ke TP, tapi dia ada urusan dulu di PTC.. Padahal dah ngerencanain mau nemenin gue liat2 pameran dulu abis itu nonton Indiana Jones di XXI. Akhirnya, rencana diganti lagi...gara2 Lucy ga bisa en toh tiket film Indiana Jones di XXI udah sold out (sisa bangku di barisan depan doank...en makasih banget dech kalo gue mesti duduk di situ).
To make story short, gue en ko Chandra cuma muter2 convention hallnya TP buat liat kampus2 yg ngadain pameran. Gue mau nyari kampus yg ada perhotelannya ato bisnis. Sekarang gue punya beberapa pilihan sich, tapi pilihan utama gue masi Ciputra. Kecuali kalo Petra bisa bantuin ngurus penyetaraan..secara gue ga ada ijazah SMA di Indonesia, lagian gue ga mau repot kalo mesti ngurus sendiri ampe ke Jakarta. 2nd choice ada UPH, tapi ternyata di UPH di sby blum ada perhotelan..too bad. Lastly, gue masi nunggu brosur2 ttg kampus di Malaysia yg ada hotel management course (bachelor degree yach! Bukan diploma! ogah deh..). So far, yg jadi bahan pikiran gue ya cuma masalah2 seputar kampus en berat badan.... bener2 hidup yg cukup santai *aaah...senang... Eh, blum dink, ntar kalo uda ada kepastian dr at least 1 kampus dulu, baru gue bisa bener2 TENANG*
Next, nemenin ko Chandra makan di Sushi Tei... Berhubung gue lg diet, akhirnya gue cuma mesen salmon sashimi ama honeydew juice without sugar. Padahal biasanya gue bisa pesen beberapa jenis sushi sekaligus BUAT GUE MAKAN SENDIRI *notice that I'm trying to emphasize it*.
Abis dr sana, kita liat2 baju di Zara... trus gue ditelp ama "engkong mudika", dia nawarin tiket nonton Indiana Jones di PTC jam 21.20, pas banget ada 2 tiket kosong. So, I accepted his offer without any hesitation! Sialnya, gue ga mikir kalo benernya gue dah janji mau ketemuan ama Lucy, Andre en Yudi.... Dengan sangat terpaksa sekali, gue mesti batalin ketemuan ama mereka.. Aduu..maap banget *bener2 maaaaaaap buangeeeet*
Dari Tp, gue en ko chandra langsung ke PTC, karena filmnya dah hampir mulai. Di sana, kita nonton bareng ama DDku, yuda en yayan.
*starring Harrison Ford*
Filmnya not bad, actually it's pretty cool..but I don't think I gonna watch it twice.
Pulangnya gue ikut DD...ya iya lha, namanya juga serumah.
Ok, that's all about my weekend today. I would like to apologize to anyone who's reading this..for it's an oh-so-boring-post.
I shall stop now, because my dearest Poppy's PLEADING me to stop already. She is sleepy..and she wants me to go to sleep with her.. Not really with her, because she sleeps under my bed *and obviously I sleep IN my bed..not under it*
So, bye everyone
~A boring post from a bored blogger~
Seperti biasa, hari ini gue bangun siang. Jam 10.30 AM baru bangun...trus tidur lagi ampe jam 11.30 AM. Itu juga tadinya masi mau lanjut tidur2an tapi ga jadi karna ga tau kenapa gue ngerasa bego aja kalo tidur ampe jam 12 lewat...selain itu, gue pengen makan. Ga laper sich, cuma pengen makan aja.
Then, siangnya gue lewatin ama baca2 koran hari ini, ngobrol ama nyokap en mbak. Banyak banget dech yg diomongin, mulai dr temen2 gue..iparnya nyokap..sodara mbak gue di kampung..ampe suami tetangga yg perna selingkuh ama pembantunya sendiri!
Buat yg trakhir, itu bukan gosip, tapi kenyataan yg AKURAT! Mbak gue diceritain langsung ama ai/auntie/tante *yg mana aja lha* tetangga itu waktu lagi beli sayur di depan ruma. Awalnya, dia minta dicari'in pembantu...kali aja mbak gue ini punya temen dr kampung yg lg mau cari kerja. Tapi dia maunya yg kecil aja, anak2, soalnya dia kapok pake yg gede..abis suaminya perna selingkuh ama si pembokat *gue denger cerita ini jadi ngerasa miris banget.. moga2 ntar gue ga dapet cowo yg bisa selingkuh kaya gini*
Next. Janjian ama ko Chandra jam 4 sore, soalnya mau balikkin teenlit2/buku2/novel2 yg gue sewa di persewaan buku deket kampus WM. Abis tuch mau ke TP liat pameran kampus.. En mengingat jarak kampus WM ke TP itu lumayan jauh, jadi yach sengaja mau berangkat pagian..biar ga kena macet en ga susah nyari parkiran. Tapi ternyata ko Chandra ada seminar en baru bisa jemput jam 4.30, ya uda lha gpp. Ga taunya, gue baru inget kalo hari ini ada acara Playboy Kabel jam 5. Jadi dech, dicancel lagi ampe jam 5.30 baru pergi...
Bagi yg blum tau sapa tuch ko Chandra, nich fotonya...
*I look damn ugly here...duh*
Lanjut, tadinya mau pegi bareng Lucy juga ke TP, tapi dia ada urusan dulu di PTC.. Padahal dah ngerencanain mau nemenin gue liat2 pameran dulu abis itu nonton Indiana Jones di XXI. Akhirnya, rencana diganti lagi...gara2 Lucy ga bisa en toh tiket film Indiana Jones di XXI udah sold out (sisa bangku di barisan depan doank...en makasih banget dech kalo gue mesti duduk di situ).
To make story short, gue en ko Chandra cuma muter2 convention hallnya TP buat liat kampus2 yg ngadain pameran. Gue mau nyari kampus yg ada perhotelannya ato bisnis. Sekarang gue punya beberapa pilihan sich, tapi pilihan utama gue masi Ciputra. Kecuali kalo Petra bisa bantuin ngurus penyetaraan..secara gue ga ada ijazah SMA di Indonesia, lagian gue ga mau repot kalo mesti ngurus sendiri ampe ke Jakarta. 2nd choice ada UPH, tapi ternyata di UPH di sby blum ada perhotelan..too bad. Lastly, gue masi nunggu brosur2 ttg kampus di Malaysia yg ada hotel management course (bachelor degree yach! Bukan diploma! ogah deh..). So far, yg jadi bahan pikiran gue ya cuma masalah2 seputar kampus en berat badan.... bener2 hidup yg cukup santai *aaah...senang... Eh, blum dink, ntar kalo uda ada kepastian dr at least 1 kampus dulu, baru gue bisa bener2 TENANG*
Next, nemenin ko Chandra makan di Sushi Tei... Berhubung gue lg diet, akhirnya gue cuma mesen salmon sashimi ama honeydew juice without sugar. Padahal biasanya gue bisa pesen beberapa jenis sushi sekaligus BUAT GUE MAKAN SENDIRI *notice that I'm trying to emphasize it*.
Abis dr sana, kita liat2 baju di Zara... trus gue ditelp ama "engkong mudika", dia nawarin tiket nonton Indiana Jones di PTC jam 21.20, pas banget ada 2 tiket kosong. So, I accepted his offer without any hesitation! Sialnya, gue ga mikir kalo benernya gue dah janji mau ketemuan ama Lucy, Andre en Yudi.... Dengan sangat terpaksa sekali, gue mesti batalin ketemuan ama mereka.. Aduu..maap banget *bener2 maaaaaaap buangeeeet*
Dari Tp, gue en ko chandra langsung ke PTC, karena filmnya dah hampir mulai. Di sana, kita nonton bareng ama DDku, yuda en yayan.
*starring Harrison Ford*
Filmnya not bad, actually it's pretty cool..but I don't think I gonna watch it twice.
Pulangnya gue ikut DD...ya iya lha, namanya juga serumah.
Ok, that's all about my weekend today. I would like to apologize to anyone who's reading this..for it's an oh-so-boring-post.
I shall stop now, because my dearest Poppy's PLEADING me to stop already. She is sleepy..and she wants me to go to sleep with her.. Not really with her, because she sleeps under my bed *and obviously I sleep IN my bed..not under it*
So, bye everyone
~A boring post from a bored blogger~
~BBM Akhirnya Naek~
UPDATE = KATA ORTU EN DD GUE YG BARU PULANG DR BELI BENSIN, DI SANA ANTRIANNYA GILAAAAA!!! *too bad, I have no picture to show*
Di breaking news malem ini... diberitain kalo BBM akhirnya dipastikan naek!
Malem ini, jam 12 malem tepat.
Berarti bener dugaan sebelumnya, kalo BBM bakal naek abis 23 May (baca di Jawa Pos tentunya).
Bagi yg ngira naeknya awal bulan depan (which is June)....kaciaaan dech lo!
En harga bensin jadi Rp 6000,00 koq.... bukan Rp 9000.00.. *kalo ternyata gue salah, salahkan saja koran*
Sip!
Saran gue, bagi warga2 miskin yg emang ga mampu en bakal kesusahan karena naeknya harga BBM...silahkan saja demo pagi-siang-sore-malem-sampe pagi lagi! Silahkan sodara2... Tapi JANGAN nolak BLT (bantuan tunai langsung) dr pemerintah! Karena dgn nolak BLT, yg rugi malah situ..pemerintah uda bilang, BLT itu hak..bukan kewajiban! Jadi mereka ga peduli sana mau nerima atau ngga... Jgn terlalu gampang diprovokasi dech..apalagi kalo si provokator minta kalian2 buat nolak BLT. Percuma! Harga BBM kemungkinan sangat amat gede bakal tetep naek, en 700ribu kalian MELAYAAAANG begitu aja... *dan kalo sana tetep ngotot mau nolak, lebi baek kasi sini aja! Biarpun gue bukan orang yg tepat untuk nerima itu, tapi gue dgn senang hati ga bakal nolak dikasi 100ribu/bulan...apalagi dikasi ampe 7 bulan (buat 2008)*
En malem ini (the exact same time when I'm typing this down), nyokap en dd lg pegi isi bensin..mwahahaha. Mumpung ini blum jam 12 malem...*ini salah satu contoh makna kata "aji mumpung"*
Kenapa gue tiba2 jadi peduli ama harga BBM? Ini gara2 Jawa Pos yg tiap hari selalu ngebahas ini dan ini lagi... selain berita laen tentunya. En gue sebagai orang paling nganggur sejagat, jadi rajin ngikutin berita2 terkini (dr dulu juga uda rajin koq..cieeee), walaupun isinya sebagian gede ga ngefek ke gue secara PRIBADI *gue ga punya mobil pribadi, gue ga perlu bensin..ngerti?*
Tapi paling ngga, gue jadi cewe yg sadar ama apa yg terjadi di sekeliling gue...di dunia, earth, tempat gue lahir-bertahan hidup-en nantinya nutup mata. Bukan cuma jadi cewe yg taunya cuma shopping *I'M DAMN PROUD OF IT! hohohoho*
Tapi efek jeleknya, gara2 berita Festival Shopping di sby...dgn suksesnya nguras $ gue di bank! And now I'm broke! Uda uang di bank tinggal dikit, masi perlu ditambah ama deg2an nunggu tagihan kartu kredit bulan depan..bah! *yes! gue jg shopping koq*
Tapi tenang, tgl 28 bentar lagiiii...waktunya gue "gajian" ... *hooraaay*
En gue skarang lg nunggu 1 June nanti, waktunya primary di Puerto Rico...setelah itu gue bakal nunggu 3 june buat primary di Montana, New Mexico en South Dakota. 70 delegasi lagi....Obama menanglaaaah!!! Dan kalo 3 primary trakhir ini Obama blm dapet total delegasi yg dia perluin, moga-moga 232 superdelegasi bakal cepet nentuin kemana mereka berpihak (Semoga ke Obama), sebelum konvensi Agustus nanti.
*jangan tanya alasan kenapa gue pengen dia menang! Gue pengen! Titik!*
Gue mau nonton babak penyisihan Indo Idol dulu ah....
Sekian, terima kasih.
~Sekarang uda tau kan kalo gue bener2 baca koran? Apa perlu gue bahas juga ttg betapa Jalan Mastrip disebut jalur maut? ahahahaha~ *ketawa puas*
Di breaking news malem ini... diberitain kalo BBM akhirnya dipastikan naek!
Malem ini, jam 12 malem tepat.
Berarti bener dugaan sebelumnya, kalo BBM bakal naek abis 23 May (baca di Jawa Pos tentunya).
Bagi yg ngira naeknya awal bulan depan (which is June)....kaciaaan dech lo!
En harga bensin jadi Rp 6000,00 koq.... bukan Rp 9000.00.. *kalo ternyata gue salah, salahkan saja koran*
Sip!
Saran gue, bagi warga2 miskin yg emang ga mampu en bakal kesusahan karena naeknya harga BBM...silahkan saja demo pagi-siang-sore-malem-sampe pagi lagi! Silahkan sodara2... Tapi JANGAN nolak BLT (bantuan tunai langsung) dr pemerintah! Karena dgn nolak BLT, yg rugi malah situ..pemerintah uda bilang, BLT itu hak..bukan kewajiban! Jadi mereka ga peduli sana mau nerima atau ngga... Jgn terlalu gampang diprovokasi dech..apalagi kalo si provokator minta kalian2 buat nolak BLT. Percuma! Harga BBM kemungkinan sangat amat gede bakal tetep naek, en 700ribu kalian MELAYAAAANG begitu aja... *dan kalo sana tetep ngotot mau nolak, lebi baek kasi sini aja! Biarpun gue bukan orang yg tepat untuk nerima itu, tapi gue dgn senang hati ga bakal nolak dikasi 100ribu/bulan...apalagi dikasi ampe 7 bulan (buat 2008)*
En malem ini (the exact same time when I'm typing this down), nyokap en dd lg pegi isi bensin..mwahahaha. Mumpung ini blum jam 12 malem...*ini salah satu contoh makna kata "aji mumpung"*
Kenapa gue tiba2 jadi peduli ama harga BBM? Ini gara2 Jawa Pos yg tiap hari selalu ngebahas ini dan ini lagi... selain berita laen tentunya. En gue sebagai orang paling nganggur sejagat, jadi rajin ngikutin berita2 terkini (dr dulu juga uda rajin koq..cieeee), walaupun isinya sebagian gede ga ngefek ke gue secara PRIBADI *gue ga punya mobil pribadi, gue ga perlu bensin..ngerti?*
Tapi paling ngga, gue jadi cewe yg sadar ama apa yg terjadi di sekeliling gue...di dunia, earth, tempat gue lahir-bertahan hidup-en nantinya nutup mata. Bukan cuma jadi cewe yg taunya cuma shopping *I'M DAMN PROUD OF IT! hohohoho*
Tapi efek jeleknya, gara2 berita Festival Shopping di sby...dgn suksesnya nguras $ gue di bank! And now I'm broke! Uda uang di bank tinggal dikit, masi perlu ditambah ama deg2an nunggu tagihan kartu kredit bulan depan..bah! *yes! gue jg shopping koq*
Tapi tenang, tgl 28 bentar lagiiii...waktunya gue "gajian" ... *hooraaay*
En gue skarang lg nunggu 1 June nanti, waktunya primary di Puerto Rico...setelah itu gue bakal nunggu 3 june buat primary di Montana, New Mexico en South Dakota. 70 delegasi lagi....Obama menanglaaaah!!! Dan kalo 3 primary trakhir ini Obama blm dapet total delegasi yg dia perluin, moga-moga 232 superdelegasi bakal cepet nentuin kemana mereka berpihak (Semoga ke Obama), sebelum konvensi Agustus nanti.
*jangan tanya alasan kenapa gue pengen dia menang! Gue pengen! Titik!*
Gue mau nonton babak penyisihan Indo Idol dulu ah....
Sekian, terima kasih.
~Sekarang uda tau kan kalo gue bener2 baca koran? Apa perlu gue bahas juga ttg betapa Jalan Mastrip disebut jalur maut? ahahahaha~ *ketawa puas*
