~This Is What I'm Up To~

So, am going to Jakarta this coming Saturday FOR SURE.. Tiketnya udah ada, en smua akomodasi uda settled..mulai dr tempat tinggal, blablabla..

Hmm.. benernya tgl 20 ini bukan exactly ke Jakarta sich, tapi ke Bandung. Coz Begitu sampe ke bandara, gue bakal naek travel lagi ke Paris van Java itu.. Kalo ga ada halangan, paling telat jam 12 malem gue dah ketemu ama Anna. Mantep. Uda ga tau dech brapa kali gue janji mau jalan2 en ketemuan ama dia di sana... tapi slaluuuu aja ada halangan *en alasannya slalu sama = GA DIKASI IJIN AMA ORTU*

Next. Tgl 25 gue bakal ke Jakarta ampe tgl 2 Jan. Most probably gue bakal spend Xmas Eve di Bandung en New year di Jakarta. Masi blum tau jg mau ngapaen..tapi yg penting gue uda tau dengan siapa aja gue bakal spend new year *seriously I can't wait damnit!!!!!!!!!!! I miss si cc kecil so much!!*

Tapi dr smua itu, yg paling buat gue happy benernya = keluar dr Surabaya. Anywhere but here. Bukannya gue ga suka di sini... Tapi, kalo di Sby mo ngapaen? Sepupu2 gue ga di sini en temen2 jg pada liburan ama keluarganya. Ko Chandra aja uda kabur ke Beijing dr minggu lalu ampe Januari taon depan... Lucy mau ke Bali en Yandy balik ke Pasuruan. Melda uda balik Banjar en next January mau ke Singapore. C Fanny juga tanggal 20 mau ke Singapore... en the list goes on!!!! Family... yea, family... Nyokap gue skarang lg di Singapore en bokap mesti balik ke Banjar buat ngurus rumah yg mo dibeli orang. Si DD jadi panitia bazaar di acara Natal gereja... So lebi baek gue pergi skalian dech daripada merana di sini!

Oh yach, in order to accomplished one of my 2008 resolutions, gue mo buat SIM B secepatnya. U know what, sejak gue mulai les nyetir, bokap langsung ngasi gue 1 truk! Ga tanggung2, dia ngasi gue TRUK GANDENG! Mungkin gue blum perna cerita ama siapa2, tapi keinginan bokap gue sejak gue lahir... dia pengen banget anak pertamanya bisa nyetir truk. So, instead of SIM A, gue mau buat SIM B. Dan SIM ini suda harus jadi sebelum hari Sabtu! Kenapa? Karena gue mau taruhan nyawa di jalanan Bandung wahai saudaraku sekalian! *ga semua yg lo baca ini bener, tapi bukan berarti juga ini bohong.. mana bener mana bohong, u decide*

Ok byebyepeeps. Gue mesti pergi sekarang buat ngambil dompet yg ketinggalan di ruma Mei. Soalnya di dalam sana ada KTP yg sore ini mau diambil ama org yg buat SIM...

I HAVE THIS URGE TO CUT MY HAIR! Still I don't have the gut to cut it short. I know hair will grow back...But, what if it turns out UGLY? What should I do in the meanwhile? Pake wig gitu??? Ok, I'm not a good risk taker when it comes to a hair cut. I gotta cut my fringe ONLY...

~I Love Ice Cream On A Rainy Day~

ps : Gimana rasanya kalo mantan pacar kita, jadian ama temen baek kita sendiri?
Gimana rasanya kalo orang yg udah kita anggap temen ternyata talks behind our back?

~Here We Go Meimutz~

*Si Poppy*

1. If you married the last person who texted you, what would your last name be?
~ Raharjo..

2. Who was the last person you sent a comment/message?
~ Lucy di friendster...

3. Are you taller than 5'3''?
~ I'm 5'1 for sure..

4. What was the last thing you ate?
~ Gorengan di Bakso Kota...

5. What color is your bedspread?
~ Can't remember... It's baby pink if I'm not mistaken...

6. Are you someone's bestfriend?
~ Ya donk ya donk ya donk..

7. Who was the last person's house you went to besides your own?
~ Kostnya Naomi..

8. Is there something you could have done to make your last relationship work?
~ Tell u what... EVEN if there is something I could have done, I don't think I would do it...

9. Do you like someone right now?
~ Yes..

10. Do you have any bruises?
~ blue black, yes...

11. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
~ 30 to 45 mins...

12. Have you been outside today?
~ Yup.. blajar nyetir keliling kota, makan di wiyung en ke bakso kota..

13. Last person you hugged?
~ Sepertinya sich mei...

14. What should you be doing right now?
~ SLEEP! OHMYGOD IT'S 4.42 AM ALREADY!

15. Does the last person you held hand with, mean a lot to you?
~ Yes! Meimutz rocks...haha

16. Could you go a day without eating?
~ Bisa... minum aja yg banyaaaaaak.... en yup, I've done that!

17. Who was the last person in your bedroom?
~ Mbak Erna... waktu ngebersihin kamar...

18. Were you happy when you woke up today?
~ Yup... my mood was good =)

19. Are you missing someone?
~ Well, kinda....

20. What is your background music?
~ None...

21. Do you think you'll be in a relationship 3 months from now?
~ Considering that many things can happen even in a day... you will never know =)

22. Do you need to say anything to anyone right now?
~ Yes... I need to say something to someone.. Tapi gue ga mau nulis di sini..hahaha

23. Are you ticklish?
~ IYA!

24. Are you typically a jealous person?
~ Not really...

25. What will you do after the survey?
~ Tidur tidur tidur...

26. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
~ Talk to close friends.. or write them down in my diary kalo gue ga mau cerita ama orang..

27. First thing you do in the morning?
~ Cek Hp... liat jam brapa gue bangun..

28. What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
~ Nothing... my room's clean..

29. Was your last kiss a mistake?
~ I don't think it's a mistake...lol

30. Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
~ Hu uh...

31. Did you have a dream last night?
~ Yup... tapi uda lupa...

32. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning?
~ Di ruma...

33. Do you trust people easily?
~ Yes... one of my weaknesses...huhuuu

34. Are you easily scared by horror movies?
~ Takut sich... but, I enjoy them a lot! hahaha.. Film2 sejenis Saw en Hostel jauuuh lebi nyeremin!

35. Have you ever been in a difficult relationship?
~ Untungnya ngga =)

36. Have you ever punched a tree?
~ Gaa...

37. What were you doing at 9 this morning?
~ Masi tidur...

38. Do you like to argue?
~ Sometimes...

39. Have you ever felt replaced?
~ Hmmm..mungkin yach... or have i? ga tau ah..

40. How’s life?
~ Enjoyable =)

~I'M DONE!~

~There Is Something About Me~

*the 4 of us*

-FOOD THINGY-

1. Do you think you eat more than you should?

~ Diliat dr badan gue sekarang... obviously IYA!

2. What is your favorite meal?
~ Banyak! Tapi gue paling demen salmon sashimi, sushi, steak [tenderloin & chicken cordon bleu], baked rice, yellow rice *banjar banget swt*, bakso [yg tengahnya ada telur puyuh]..

3. What did you have for dinner today?
~ ayam bakar di wiyung..

4. What is your favorite dessert?
~ Chocolate mousse, creme brulee, Gelare cookies and cream..

5. Can you cook well?
~ I can cook but not THAT good..

6. Are you a fruit or veggie person?
~ Hmmm.. lebi demen daging! *gendut u see*

7. What is your favorite restaurant to go?
~ Prosteak, Sushi Tei, Tong2, Cosi.. can't decide paling suka yg mana tapi as long as makanannya enak gue suka.. Anyway, I prefer cafes though..

8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight?
~ Gue pengen nurunin 5 kg lg en ngencengin nich badan yg rada lembek2..bah

9. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
~ bahkan dalam mimpipun ENGGA SANGGUP!

10. Describe your normal eating habits?
~ Biasanya dalam sehari gue cuma makan 1 kali, usually lunch OR dinner.. Jarang makan plain white rice *rice other than damn PLAIN white rice is an exceptional*.. Tapi, gue suka cokelat ampe akhirnya jd bundar..

-LUST-

1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex?
~ jarang wth...

2. Are you a virgin?
~ I strongly believe in sex after mariage... So, yes..

3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when?
~ (blank)

4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex?
~ Oh jelas! I don't wanna risk myself from getting all sort of emotional trauma from having too many one night stands..duh

5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other?
~ Biarpun gue gampang bosen, tapi gue ga perna yg namanya naksir cowo laen slama gue lagi punya cowo...

6. What is the first three things you look for in a boy/girl?
~ Height, self-confidence, sense of humour.. en dia mesti charming for God's sake! I like the one who looks damn cool in front of others but totally different [protective, reliable, sweet] when he's with me... YES, THE ONE LIKE EDWARD CULLEN! [am being 250% serious wth]

7. Do you have any special fantasies?
~ Traveling with the one i "love", yes..

8. Have you been in lust more than love?
~ I believe so... Gue gampang suka, tapi ga terlalu gampang falling in love..

9. Would you have sex with more than 1 person?
~ I would not... Ntar kena STD buset... en i only wanna get married once... ga lebih.

10. Who have you lust for?
~ Edward Cullen...mwahahaha..

-MONEY-

1. What do you want more than anything right now?
~ Apart from something i don't wanna mention here... Gue pengen liburan dengan dana yg GA TERBATAS!

2. Does money play an important part of your life?
~ Yeah! Money is not everything but everything needs money... u gotta agree with me!!

3. What are your goals for the future?
~ A rich Tai2..wth. Ok, gue pengen lulus kuliah (dgn nilai bagus tentunya), trus kerja biar cepet kaya en ga dipandang sebelah mata ama calon mertua, get married with the one I love, have 2 kids, be the best mom for my kids and the bestest wife for my husband... By the way, I wanna travel the world before I die... That's all I could think of right now..duh

4. Do you think money is more important than love?
~ No... it should be the other way round..

5. If you were given 1 million dollars right now, what would you do with it?
~ First of all, gue bakal beli'in apartemen buat nyokap di Spore. Trus, bayarin ortu traveling ke mana aja mereka mau. Then, beli'in mobil yang si dd suka [wth I am so family girl I impressed myself]. Sesudah itu, gue bakal nyumbang dikit ke panti asuhan... Beli rumah pribadi beserta perabotannya, traveling, beli barang - barang yg gue demen... Then invest the rest..

6. Has anyone called you spoiled or greedy?
~ Yup! Gue sering dikira anak tunggal atau anak bungsu gara2 dianggap terlalu spoiled. Tapi kenyataannya emang gitu sich, ortu gue ngasi HAMPIR semua yg gue mau... [apalagi bokap.. kalo nyokap mah rada susah..]

7. Do your parents have a lot of money?
~ Berkecukupan lha yach...

8. How much money do you spend in a week?
~ Jumlahnya ga pernah sama... Sometimes a bit too much.. Tapi, gue jg bisa hemat koq *kalo uang uda abis swt*

9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate than?
~ Yeah...

10. Have you ever robbed someone?
~ Ngga... en ga bakal berani.. en ga mau juga...

-PRIDE-

1. What is your best physical feature?
~ I like my eyes.. and the way I smile *yg trakhir bukan physical feature but i really really like the way I smile..haha*

2. What do you like most about your personality?
~ Easy to forgive people... and am friendly [unless you're damn unfriendly creatures ato gue blum ngerasa comfortable with u]

3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning?
~ Around 30 mins..

4. Do you wear a lot of make-up?
~ On special occasions, yeah... Tapi buat kegiatan sehari2, ngga..

5. How often do you go shopping?
~ Lumayan sering kalo financial lg mendukung... atau ada barang yg bener2 gue suka..

6. Are your looks very important to you?
~ It depends sama siapa en ke mana gue pergi...

7. Would you ever like to be a model?
~ I WOULD LOVE TO! If only gue lebi tinggi en lebi kurus en lebi cantik... Being a model means banyak uang! Glamorous life! [am talking about model2 di Fashion TV!]

8. What could be improve about your body?
~ Kurusan en dikencengin... Trus, gue pengen lebi putih dr skarang...

9. Do you think you're better than others?
~ In fact, gue MEMANG better than some people...hahahaha

10. What is your most embarrasing moment?
~ Waktu gue jatuh kepeleset di PTC... Posisi jatuhnya memalukan abis! *rasanya mo mati aja*

~ANOTHER ONE~

~Wonder And Wander~

*chocoshoes*

Hmm..si nyokap tadi berangkat ke Singapore, jadi lunch hari ini gue yg masak. En ini pertama kalinya gue masak buat bokap.. Well, i like cooking but i dont think I'm good at it.. So, singkat cerita, tadi gue masak HAINANESE CHICKEN RICE..[pake resep tentunya] Lucky for me, si bokap bilang ENAK ^______________________^ *FELICIA IS HAPPY!*
Besok rencananya mo masak ayam goreng..[pake resep juga] Sinting, by the time nyokap gue pulang...kayanya bokap en dd gue uda eneg makan ayam..

Spent the rest of today with belajar nyetir, nemenin Ko Tirta ke meritan temennya di the empire palace en msnan.

~Making Up My Mind~

~Friday Delight~

Sesudah Final Exam di Body & Soul Supermall with Mel en Mei

favouritest companions for window-shopping

~More Than A Typed Out Paragraphed~

~Elixia Navarita~

*di honeymoon dessert*

I'm happy = UAS uda selesai, bought a black top (with mustard-in-color cardigan attached on it) to match with my mustard-in-color heels, karaoke-ing ama Melda en Mei... en akhirnya bisa nonton Twilight jg..kali ini bareng Erik yg lg liburan di sby *congratz yach dah sukses masuk Melb U =) * Last but not least, gue dah sign up di Second Life.. AM HAVING A LOOOOOONG HOLIDAY *not the longest one though*

I'm so emo emooo = I am afraid we can't see each other for a period of time hence we are stranger again. Surprisingly, now I'm so getting used of your game, including your temporary [or soon to be permanent] absence. I hate my hair because now it's too straight and i WILL do something about it no matter what. Gue baru aja makan sebungkus nasi goreng yg dibeli'in dd, padahal skarang uda skitar jam 3.30 A.M en makan jam segini bisa gendut. After installing Second Life, computer gue jadi ngelag.

I'm wondering = Is it okay for us to get close *pdkt/jadian maksudnya* with other guy/girl in order to forget 'bout our ex? Gimana kalo ternyata that "other guy/girl" ternyata jadi demen beneran ama kita while kita masi ga bisa ngelupain si ex? Isn't it better kalo kita ngelupain si ex dulu baru kemudian pdkt/jadian lg begitu ada yg disuka?
Hmmm... tapi, gimana kalo ngelupain si ex ternyata segitu susahnya ampe kehadiran "the other girl/guy" emang bener2 diperlukan? En who knows dgn adanya "the other guy/girl", kita bisa sukses ngelupain si ex?

.NiteyNitey world.

~On And Off Is So You And Me~

~My Own Monster~

Intinya! I'm allergic to exams, especially final, yeah whatever hari pertama exam I got sore throat and after 3 days passed by malah tambah parah! Now I'm down with flu, going to campus like a walking zombie with running nose plus teary eyes. Dengan kondisi badan yg kaya gini I'm in desperate need of sleepS! Never good with numbers *kecuali waktu ngitung duit pribadi wth* and for that I dislike accounting with all my soul ya Tuhan kenapa juga waktu ujian dipotong 1 jam Knp? Knp? I thought it supposed to finish at 11.40! I triple checked it okay?! How come they gave us a helluva UNRELIABLE timetables?! Yeah the dosen did announce jam brapa ujiannya bakal selesai, en hell yeah he did mention that the exam would be finished at 10.40. But Im still damn pissed off coz gue cuma sempet nyelesai'in the first 3 questions and one part of the 4th question while the 5th question is still a TOTAL BLANK *am not the only one yg ga selesai..en buat yg sempet nyelesaiin smua, i salute u!* Another 1 hour could make a difference u noe. Anyway, i wish and i wish hard i wont get a low marks for that paper *C is low, gue ga mau C*

Star light, star bright
the first star I see tonight.
I wish I may, I wish I might
have the wish I wish tonight.

1 more paper to finish, 1 more day to get through and I'm done =)


I WANT TO WATCH THIS



~Now You See It, Now You Don't~