~What Have You Done Today To Make You Feel Proud?~

Seperti yang udah pernah gue bilang sebelumnya, gue lg demen banget nonton The Biggest Loser. Beberapa minggu yang lalu, gue sempet googled lirik lagu yang jadi soundtrack reality show itu. The lyric was so inspirational I should say. Ini reffnya...

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?

*judul lagunya Proud, the singer is Heather Small*

So, what have I done today to make me feel proud?

- I managed to wake up early in the morning to get my workout done, supaya siangnya gue bisa ke kampus. [those who know me well enough would know how hard it is for me to drag myself out of bed, ESPECIALLY in the morning]
- Tadi siang, waktu pergi lunch bareng ama Imel, Dea en Naomi di Hachi - Hachi.. Gue sukses mesen Green Salad ama mineral water doank. You know what they ordered? SUSHI! So, now you get the point how hard it is for me aite? [well, actually it's not that hard.. Gue jarang ngerasa BENER - BENER laper kalo siang]


Beberapa hal yang masih sulit [sulit BANGET] buat gue lakuin =
1. Berhenti makan coklat. Gue bisa ga makan nasi, cake, ice cream, whatever.. I can even skip the whole meals of the day [breakfast, lunch, dinner..altogether]. Tapi, kurang lebih udah semingguan ini setiap malem sebelum tidur, gue selalu makan coklat sambil nonton Dexter. Saking seringnya ampe udah berasa jadi kaya ritual gitu..swt.
2. Ngatur pola tidur. Gue udah kebiasa tidur subuh. Bahkan kalo gue tidur jam 1 malem, itu udah termasuk cepet buat gue. Tidur jam 3 ato 4 malem gara - gara nonton dvd malah udah biasa banget. Tapi, maximal jam 5 gue udah tidur koq. Walaupun dvdnya seru banget, pokoknya jam 5 pagi gue tidur. Unhealthy, i know.

*random picture*

About today.
Hari ini hari pertama kuliah dimulai lagi. Trus, kemaren Naomi ngajakin lunch dulu di Hachi-Hachi yang baru buka di PTC *seperti yg tadi uda gue bilang*. Awalnya gue dah takut bakal telat masuk kuliah. Bayangin aja, makannya jam 12an, padahal kuliah mulai jam 13.20. Then, berhubung Naomi ngira kalo makan sushi doank toh ga bakal selama itu.. So, off we go.

En bener aja! Akhirnya kita terlambat ke kampus en ga diabsen!!!! *&%$#@!
Tau gitu mending dari awal gue ga usa ke kampus en kita lanjut aja jalan - jalan sekalian di PTC. Ato lebi baek gue langsung pulang ke ruma en maen Kitty aja... ya ga seh? Haih...
Dah gitu mata kuliah hari ini tentang Financial Management yang ngebahas tentang suku bunga, deviden, investasi, saham..etc etc tentang itu lha. U know, serajin - rajinnya gue baca koran.. ada 2 sections yang selalu gue lewatin a.k.a ga perna gue baca.. 1. tentang Sportivo. yang ke 2. tentang Ekonomi Bisnis.
Gue ga perna ngerasa interested ama dua bidang itu.!
Tapi sepertinya Tuhan berkehendak laen *tsah..ahahaha* en sekarang saatnya buat gue mulai usaha untuk ngerasa tertarik ama bidang itu.... paling ngga, untuk nyelamatin nilai gue di mata kuliah ini. FML [hei, siapa tau ntar gue bisa jadi penggantinya Sri Mulyani? Nah lo!]

Back to topic, what have you done today to make you feel proud? =)

~I Love Treadmills. Seriously~

~How I Spent My Holiday~

Whoaa...dah lama banget ga ngeblog, ampe lupa kalo punya blog en gimana caranya ngeblog *what a lie*

Blame it on Kitty! Blame it on Kitty!

*ini dia...KITTY*

To cut long story short, ini yg gue lakuin dari mulai bangun tidur ampe tidur lagi =
1. Mati'in alarm [biasanya gue pasang alarm jam 9 pagi]
2. Tidur lagi *of course..duh*
3. *another alarm bunyi * Bangun [harusnya ini uda jam 10an]
4. Siap2 pergi ngegym
5. Ngegym [biasanya jam 11an gue udah di treadmill]
6. Pulang ngegym udah jam 2an
7. Maen barbel bentar [yes! gue barbelan tiap hari kecuali Minggu]
7. Mandi
8. Makan [most of the time I skipped this]
9. Maen Kitty
10. Nonton The Biggest Loser [jam 5.30an sore, di Hallmark Channel]
11. Maen Kitty sambil dinner
12. Maen Kitty teruuuuuus ampe subuh [biasanya ampe jam 2.30 malem]
13. Nonton DVD, Dexter donk ^^
14. Jam 4 subuh, gue tidur. [kecuali kalo Dexter lg seru, then gue tidur jam 5]
~REPEAT CYCLE

*di farm, lg nanem Jasmine. Lauther, one of my friends in "Kitty life"* (now I have "real life" en "Kitty life"..omg)

Notice the pattern? The only 3 things which could stop me from playing Kitty [I mean, when I'm already in the middle of it] are mau ngegym en nonton the biggest loser ^_____^
The 3rd thing is, gue dah janjian mau pergi atau ada keperluan laen. Kalo udah ada janji, gue milih untuk ga mulai maen Kitty sama sekali. Karena biasanya kalo gue uda mulai maen, bisa dipasti'in 80% gue bakal batalin janji itu (T___T)

*finally, gue uda punya rumah.... di "Kitty life". swt.*

Fortunately, I still have a life. I haven't dumped my real life COMPLETELY *puji Tuhan*
I do hang out once in a while, usually weekends. I rarely hang out on weekdays, secara kalo hari biasa gue cuma mau keluar SETELAH jam 7. Kenapa? Karena jam 7 The Biggest Loser baru abis..swt.

Anyway, sekarang gue dah make "waktu maen Kitty" buat ngeblog! Am so proud of it..hahaha.
Sebentar lagi The Biggest Loser mau mulai en gue mesti off...en bakal online lg 1 jam kemudian.

OFF TOPIC.
Uda pada tau kan kalo gue kuliah di Indonesia? En udah tau juga kan kalo gue ga bisa transfer dan mesti ngulang dari awal? Jadi jelas donk kalo gue kuliah seangkatan ama anak - anak yg mostly umurnya masi 18 *taon ini mereka 19*. Satu hal yg gue perhatiin dari sini, banyak anak - anak cewe yang umurnya masi 18 tahun (obviously i want to emphasize their age) dateng ke kampus dengan make up yang tebelnya seperti tante - tante mo pergi kondangan.

Ga heran di twitternya Raditya Dika, dia sempat ngomong kalo anak - anak jaman sekarang, umur 14 taon tapi udah keliatan seperti janda anak 3...mwahahahaha..

~Signing Off~

~Fall Off The Wagon~

I read through the food journal and baru nyadar kalo minggu ini gue makan banyak banget. To make thing worse, gue cuma ngegym dua kali...senin en selasa. Why? Rabu pergi nyontreng (note : gue seneng SBY menang. Lebi baek punya presiden yang berwibawa, pinter, en hey 5 taon ini dia ngejabat..smua baek2 aja kan? Daripada punya presiden yang ga legawa, dendaman, en ga konsisten..sebentar nolak program BLT sambil ngehina - hina SBY yang katanya tidak memandirikan rakyat karena bagi - bagi uang, tapi ga lama dia sendiri ngumbar - ngumbar mau nerusin program itu. Iklan kampanye aja sarat ama sindiran - sindiran buat presiden sekarang a.k.a SBY. Wajar kan kalo banyak stasiun TV yang ga mau nayangin tuch iklan? En menurut si pembuat iklan, dia ngerasa iklannya emang mesti dibuat seperti itu..karena posisi kliennya kalah kalo dibandingin dua capres laen yang bisa ngeklaim keberhasilan pemerintahaan yang sekarang secara dua capres laen itu sekarang lagi ngejabat. What the hell. Bukannya klien dia udah pernah ngejabat sebelum SBY yach? Dari situ sama sekali ga ada yang bisa dibanggain gitu? HAHA. Eh, swt jadi off topic gini. Intinya tadi gue mau bilang kalo abis nyontreng gue pergi makan dim sum ama ortu..en dari sini semuanya dimulai..wuhuhuuuuu T_____T )

Hari Rabu itu mestinya gue mo ngegym pagi, tapi gue ga bisa bangun! No, I wasn't being such a lazy pig that day. Tapi malem sebelumnya gue nonton memorialnya Michael Jackson ampe jam 4 pagi. Gimana gue bisa bangun jam 8 pagi buat ngegym? Ya kan? Ya kan? (note : I cried a lot waktu nonton memorialnya Michael Jackson. It's not like I know him personally...duh. It's just like every time there was a HELLUVA FAMOUS person passed away, gue ngerasa ada yang hilang...literally. As in, the world it's not the same anymore. I grew up listening/watching their works, read news about them, and suddenly they are gone..forever. Haih..what the hell I dunno how to explain it. Pertama kali gue nangisin orang -yang secara pribadi, gue ga kenal- meninggal tuch waktu Lady Diana passed away. And now, the last one is Michael Jackson. Who's next? Wth. Hm, mungkin gue aja kali yang kelewat sensitif..u know, waktu pembantu gue -dia kerja uda lamaa- pulang, gue nangis. Waktu nonton The biggest loser, gue nangis. Waktu nonton some reality shows, pas ada adegan sedih gue juga ikutan nangis. One thing though, I don't cry in front of people.)

BY THE WAY, INI UDA BENER - BENER OFF TOPIC. Gue cuma mo whining whining en whining bentar, I fall off the wagon this week!!! I ate a loooooooot! Bahkan Jumat kemaren gue makan KFC (paha atas, paha bawah, 1 nasi..*sigh*), en gue makannya jam 11 malem gitu..huhuhuuuu. Kemarin gue juga makan nasi goreng seafood 1 piring. DIE DIE DIE. Nyesek banget nich rasanya.... Arrgh, don't remain me with those chocolates, oreo, tim tam, etc etc etc! *frustrated*


Ok enough, *positive thinking = mode on!* I did not FALL off the wagon, I just SLIPPED. Tomorrow's another day, a brand new start, I'll go back to the right track... *amen*
Or maybe I just laugh at those who are fatter than me...who know's I'll feel better */gg*

p.s = perhaps I am not meant to be slim..*emo*

~Trying my best to stay on track~

~Chilling & Relaxing~

I spent all day at home downloading dunnoWhat [gue gaptek gitu lho] so that I can start leading my second life at hellokitty.co.id *tsah..lo orang download juga donk~*
Anyway, size file yang harus didownload tuch HALLELUJAH gedenya!! 1 jam cuma buat 1 part doank, en total ada 12 parts T____T Blame it on my oh-so-slow internet connection..!!!!!! Kemaren gue cuma bisa download ampe part 3 doank karena abis itu link untuk ke part selanjutnya ada trouble gitu. Tapi hari ini, mungkin karena banyak pengguna speedy yang lagi jalan - jalan jadi ga banyak yang internetan, koneksinya cepet banget *seneng mode on*
Gue dah selesai download semuanya en tinggal nunggu dd pulang..coz I dunno what to do after this u see [gue gaptek gitu lho] [sekali lagi ah] [ gue gaptek gitu lho] [sekali lagi en gue keliatan worse than tolol]

This game, my friend, better be a good one! Why :
1. Gue dah ngebatalin acara weekend cuma untuk nunggu'in download2 beginian...
*ehem* am making an excuse *ehem*
Here is the actual reason =
Rencananya hari ini mau nonton Ice Age 3 ama Melda, trus jalan - jalan ke Tunjungan Plaza ama Ce Angel en Ko Chandra en Risal juga (tapi Risal blum dikabarin). Tapi akhirnya ga jadi, ga tau napa gue rasanya males aja buat..hmm, u know...dress up and all that. En it's close to impossible jalan - jalan waktu weekend cuma make jeans ama T-Shirt without sending your self-confidence to its lowest level. In order to understand, you need to see meme2 Surabaya pas malem minggu. I dare say "bahkan anak - anak Jakarta mah kalah jauuuuuuh kalo dibanding ama meme2 Surabaya ini", let alone daerah laen. Kecuali kalo mereka TALL/DEWY SKIN/HAS A GOOD BODY POSTURE/not forgetting make up skills yang OhMyGod-you-can-make-a-good-before-and-after-picture. Memang sich, ga semua meme2 Surabaya kaya gitu, tapi MAYORITAS. Makanya, akhir - akhir ini gue lebi prefer keluar waktu weekdays daripada weekends karena bisa lebi nyantai. Ato mungkin juga gue dah ke gym hampir tiap hari *walaupun sepertinya hasilnya lambaaaat banget..huhuhuuuu* en lebi suka di rumah pas weekend.. Hmm, yang manapun alasannya..sorry banget buat ce angel, dewi, ato melda yang daritadi telpnya ga gue angkat2 en smsnya ga gue reply2...huhuuuuuu T____________________T

[*edited* From the above paragraph, I can see I have a thing or two with self confidence...despite how sometimes I believe that I'm one living narcissist. Well, perhaps narcissist walks hand in hand with insecurity... I wonder.]

O yach, NOW I AM OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO DEXTER! Mwahahahaha =)
Cara ngebunuhnya ga sekejam SAW1-5, hence I could bare with it. Besides, makasih banget buat tombol "mute" di remote control... Tiap kali adegannya mulai "ga enak versi gue", gue tinggal mute aja suaranya...beres dech.

*Dexter*

Pemeran cowonya juga cakep *still prefer Jansen Ackles though*

In a random note, here's Poppy & Me...[remember Marley & Me?] Umurnya dah 8 taon en dia berat bangeeeeeeet.... Liat tuch mukanya yang kaya lagi nahan nafas waktu diangkat. NyoNyo.

*Poppy si MINI Pom Raksasa*

Signing off.
Mau lanjut nonton Dexter.

~If You Trust The Process, You Are Going To Be Able To Change Your Life Forever~

~N for Narcisism~

First of all, tadinya gue punya 1 jam buat ngeblog sebelum nonton The Master di RCTI.. Tapi, karena ini itu ini itu, sekarang waktu gue tinggal 15 menit (T___T)

Tadinya gue mau cerita tentang kenapa gue ga demen ama M**awati [gue ga ngerti kenapa gue ngerasa perlu untuk nyensor namanya] en lebi pro ama Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono-Boediono. Atau, kronologi hilangnya tas gue waktu mau beli pot bunga. Atau, segimana kecewanya gue ama rasa cupcakes yang dijual di Supermall. Atau, gue pengen ngepost tentang imutnya si Poppy en gue sayang banget ama dia. Atau, buat postingan yang isinya foto - foto gue ama si sepupu waktu dia nginep di sini. Atau, waktu gue sebagai masyarakat Surabaya yang had nothing better to do en decided buat jalan - jalan ke Suramadu. Atau, sesedih apa gue waktu si Mbak pulang kampung. Atau kenapa gue banyak banget pake kata atau di paragraph ini *swt*

Sehubung dengan minimnya waktu yang gue punya sekarang, I'll save those for another time! As I better kill you than to miss The Master show *DOn't TAKE IT SERIOUSLY* (^-^)

I'll upload some photos of me and myself ONLY and call it a post. If I'm not mistaken, these photos below were taken somewhere around last month (which means lumayan baru). Sesudah gue pergi ke jembatan Suramadu, en sebelum gue pergi ngafe lagi ama Abraham di The Louvre. Semuanya CLOSE UP!
Bare with me y'all... cuma 5 doank koq =)
Dari judul postnya aja udah ketauan gue lagi pengen narsis, ya kan?
Yang pertama................

*that strands of hair and those smiling-lines..were making my face looks even fuglier..huhuu*

Second attempt, after removing that strands of hair....

*still looks pretty dumb..*

Yang ketigaa....kali ini right face.

*I kinda like this one but my cousin said I look weird...oh well. Anyway,Felicia likes her own eyes on this photo..and think that she needs rhinoplasty*

The 4th photo! Udah pada tau kan kalo banyak banget cewe - cewe yang demen ngambil foto dengan cara matanya digede - gedein, trus kameranya diangkat 30 sampe 40 derajat di atas muka, en not forgetting pouty lips... I despised it so much! In my humble opinion (IMHO..bahasa kaskus banget ga sich..haha), gue nganggep cewe - cewe itu pada ngerasa mereka keliatan CUTE dengan gaya kaya gitu. Iya kalo si cewe emang cute beneran sich gpp.. Nah kalo ACT CUTE?! Rada jijai ga sich? Annnnnd........ I tried that pose for the 4th photo!! *berdoa dulu dech*

*MWAHAHAHAHAHA..... I couldn't look more retarded, could I?! *

Last one, kali ini ga close up...

*do you really think it's the last one?*

Nah, kali ini bener - bener terakhir.... I think this is the best one to end the narcisim entry.

*Should say goodbye with a smile, right? *

In the end, I took 1 hour to make this post... S.W.T!!!! The Master udah mulai dech =(

~Wish Y'All Have A Nice Weekend~ (^-^)

~"For Anything Worth Having, One Must Pay The Price"~

Akhir - akhir ini gue jarang banget bisa ngasi update di blog... These few days, I am so busy...waaaaay too busy with my own things *ya iya lhaa....as if I care about yours..doh*.

1. I start my days with waking up LATE.. . I have some kind of insomnia u know. Gue ga bisa tidur di bawah jam 12. Biasanya di jam segitu, gue masi nonton TV, DVD, atau baca majalah/buku. Karena tidur jam segitu, gue jadi kebiasa bangun siang. Saat - saat gue bangun pagi tuch contohnya bangun jam 10 pagi (kalo hari itu ada janji ngegym), atau jam 7 pagi (kalo hari itu ada rapat ospek).

2. Go to gym 4 times a week. Fyi *waah..udah lama ga ber'fyi'..hehe*, I hired a Personal Trainer and it's not cheap *emang sich jauuuuuuh lebi murah dibanding PT2nya Celebrity Fitness, tapi tetep aja...mahal bo*. En, no matter what, gue mesti ngegym 4 kali dalem seminggu. Ga ada tuch yang namanya "Sorry, minggu ini gue cuma bisa dateng 3 kali. Ntar sesi yang ini diganti minggu depan aja gimana?". NAH...NO SUCH THING! Intinya, gue bayar dia untuk 4 kali seminggu, selama sebulan. But, the fact that I am NOT complaining, berarti gue setuju ama caranya dia. Bayangin aja kalo dia bisa dicancel seenaknya, jangan - jangan gue cuma olah raga 2 kali seminggu..hehe. [lagian kan sayang tuch kalo dah abis banyak $$ , tapi ga ada hasilnya]

3. Sejak gue mulai pake personal trainer, gue bener - bener jaga makan.Minggu lalu aja, gue cuma makan nasi 1 kali. Itu juga gara - gara Sabtu kemaren diajak ortu makan Yakiniku di Sutos. Sekarang, gue tiap hari makan sayur ama buah. The best thing is, gue udah bisa untuk ga ngemil lagi. No cakes, no Oreo, no ice cream, no fried foods...and the list goes on. If you are wondering *which you are not* whether it's hard... "YES DEAR! IT'S DAMN HARD! ESPECIALLY FOR THE FIRST FEW DAYS! Kalo sekarang, mungkin karena udah agak terbiasa, jadi ga susah - susah amet =) Emang sich, kadang - kadang temptation untuk makan tuch gede BANGET... Tapi yach mo gimana lagi. *note = this diet won't go on f.o.r.e.v.e.r.! Once I achieved my target weight.. gue bakal makan dengan normal*

*I love this show!!!! because I, myself, am fat.damnit*

4. Pernah denger reality show The Biggest Loser? Kalo belum tau, coba cari aja di Google. That's my biggest motivation ever! It's simply the best reality show I've ever seen *second is Fear Factor and the third one is American/Australian/Britain's Next Top Model*. Di acara ini, 50 people (yg gendut abis!!) representing 50 states (USA of course). Dari 50 orang itu, bakal dipilih 14 contestants yang dibagi dalam 2 team. Then, they have to stay at the Biggest Loser Ranch. There, they have to workout, watch what they eat, and so on. These are their trainers at the ranch =

*being a very normal girl, I love Bob Harper. Just so you know, he's more good looking if you watch him on the show than in this picture*

The three remaining contestants will be then send home to continue whatever they've learned at the ranch for the next 3 months. Abis 3 bulan, semua bakal dipanggil balik en siapa yang beratnya berhasil turun paling banyak...bakal dapet $250.000 (itu 2.5 MILLIAR RUPIAH LHOOOOOOO!!!). This is Matt Hover, the winner from Season 2 =

*he lost 157 pounds on the show. It equals to 71 kg!*

Watch that show people! Watch! Watch! It's on Hallmark Channel, everyday *except Saturday and Sunday*, at 2 pm and 6 pm (Waktu Indonesia Barat). Satu lagi, gue sering banget nangis tiap kali nonton acara ini... I don't know if it's because my heart becomes softer without me realizing it or because I'm so fat I could relate myself with their (fat) problems. But, every time I saw one of the contestants cried (tears of happiness) after she/he lost quite a lot of weight or when they finally could, somehow, get in touch with their family members, or when someone was voted out, or when they successed to finish a challenge after they tried so DAMN HARD I COULD DIE IF I HAVE TO DO IT MYSELF = I cried. They were so touching u know!!!!!! T_______T Go and watch it!!!!


OK, ENOUGH. AT FIRST, I DIDN'T PLAN TO CHOOSE THIS GYM/FAT/DIET AS TOPIC- FOR-TODAY-POST. IT'S JUST THAT ONCE I START TALKING ABOUT IT, I GOT CARRIED AWAY. *swt*

From now onwards, I'll try to blog at least twice a week with more personal stories like how I spent -/+ 3 hours at the police office, and also more of I-can-be-the-next-Narcissus photos. Dalam waktu dekat, gue ga bakal ngepost tentang losing-weight-related-thingy lagi or else I could be a serial killer as some of you bisa mati bosan ngebaca blog gue =)

~Once again, I love "THE BIGGEST LOSER" show!!!!!!~

~Good Nite Dears~

~Hola...~

Waaah...gue baru nyadar kalo bulan lalu cuma ngepost 2 kali...
En sekarang udah pertengahan Juni, lama - lama nich blog bisa mati...duh.

Anyway, akhirnya UAS gue udah selesai [just pretend 9 june was just yesterday, okay? thank you..] en sekarang gue libur ampe Agustus. Rencananya sich July depan mau ke Singapore, tapi diliat lagi dech jadinya gimana.. coz mestinya taon ini gue traveling ke tempat baru, nah masa ke Singapore lagi? Ada beberapa kota yang rencananya pengen gue datengin, salah satunya Semarang. Kenapa ke sana? Demi ke Lawang Sewu!!! Katanya tuch tempat angker banget en gue pengen liaaaaaat...bayangin kalo lagi di sana en tiba - tiba gue liat "something", mwahahahaha, seru bangeeet ga seeeeh!!! *ngarep mode on*

Dan, gue pengen ke sana naek kereta api, kayanya bakal seru aja.. Cuma ga jadi dech :
1. Ga diijinin ama ortu.
Jadi gini yach, pergi ke sana aja udah ga diijinin [note: gue bakal maksa dikiiit biar bisa pegi], apalagi kalo naek kereta..
2. Gue juga serem ke stasiun kereta.
Yang ini ga usa dijelasin dech, lo bayangin aja sendiri gimana keadaan stasiun kereta api di Indo.. If you get what I mean, then good...
3. Sampe Semarang bakal susah nyari transport.
Kalo ke sana naek kereta, bakal sulit kalo mau jalan - jalan di sana. I don't think gue mau naek public transports. So, abis dipikir - pikir lagi, mendingan ke sana naek mobil aja.. Ntar sampe sana lebi gampang kalo mau jalan - jalan.

Ya sudah, segini dulu...ntar aja kalo foto - foto narsis en traveling gue udah selesai diresize, then gue ngeblog lagi. ATAUUUUU kalo ada orang yang piss me off...then I'll blog again.

Till then,
x.o.x.o

~FeliJelly~